President Trump learning what I knew for a long time, and that's not to trust Elon musk, because Musk is a snake.

I haven't trusted Musk since his Twitter takeover or ever.

Musk saying that he got Trump elected is such a lie and total BS

July 13, Butler got President Trump elected, The lawfare got President Trump elected, the incompetence of the Democrat Party, got Trump elected.

Musk simply jumped on the MAGA bandwagon after the Butler Assassination attempt, Musk had nothing to do with getting Trump elected.

Haven't had a whole lot of free time this summer ,working, working on alot of music and working out everyday in the mornings ,family stuff, creating heavy heavy music and battle jackets. The concert i was supposed to attend ended up being a bust (see my previous post) the band who is from Maryland DROVE (didn't fly) the 13 hours to MN for the concert ,they got here around 10pm,we ll MN noise lays are 10pm so the concert got canceled and the band was literally RIGHT THERE ! to say the least im still getting over this as i take my music pretty seriously and this was going to be a show of a lifetime, instead of heading home straight away i stuck and and chatted with a few other people there and ended up staying downtown at the venue till like 1:00 in the morning just talking, made some new friends i would say, had some CRAZY dude jacked up on lots of something get in our faces while we were playing music on our phones, some dude was fighting invisible enemies while waiting for the light rail train, people screaming at each other ,the usual downtown MN for you there. overall though the night was not wasted and i'm looking forward to getting merch from the show as well as my next concert.. hopefully sooner than later.

"Don't let your mind bully your body"
I should engrave that onto my bathroom mirror...
my self view on so many aspects beside body image has been very bad lately because of depression and feeling abandoned by all my close friends ... like I'm not worth to be kept around. It has started to affect my body too...I'm starting to have ED behavioral patterns come back and starting to have some weird health issues... Now I need to run to the overcrowded doctors again. It's so much of a hassle to get appointments and don't miss outvon work. Where I have to outperform at the moment too bc I got a new boss and want a raise...

ok butt seriosly there are fucking ghosts i am scrapign in a abandoned sike ward and i feel like i am beign watched somethin wants me so bad rn

I CANNOT wait for this concert,going to be probably the heaviest show I've been too,Dragged Into Sunlight has been a much wanted to see band live as long as I have been a fan of there's many moons ago,and I have the whole day off work so that's a plus in itself. Got a Australian Melodic Death Metal concert coming up as well soon after...

Hello everyone!...
I want to make an all girl screamo band... called Fish Donut
I'll be the lead vocalist...
My Screamo name is yet to come ....
Girls with cool stage names ..

If parents approve....

The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'...
They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on...
And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out.
I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill.
Real friendship is a myth...

Crazy week this week with prices going up, honestly I'm not too worried its been just nuts with everyone buying buying lots but I'm glad to have a job i enjoy. more music in the works, been practicing more and working on probably the heaviest material i will be creating (Sludge/Doom stuff) and hoping to get older material uploaded as well to the band camp, working on more horror based art and photography too. More to come...

The band is called the interns and there is no such thing as nothing isn't true . . . https://youtu.be/hr_VG56Wqlw

as long as it has been...finally things are starting to form, new music will soon be released on my band camp page, I'm hoping to upload a ton of stuff the next few weeks, lots of older material and some obscure experimental stuff I've had back from 2009 recorded in a spare room basement ,LOTS of music spawned there...more to come.