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One Pope turning into Oil and Gas has given us the first American Pope who will in turn be turned into Oil and Gas as well, leading to a new Pope, who also, in turn, will turn to oil and gas and leading another new Pope that'll also turn to Oil and Gas....

REDBOSON
https://youtu.be/f4zmp4fAJ-I?si=ogbzmE1mHKNeRadL

Took a couple hours off work so I can at least have like 18 hours of weekend instead of 12 :')

Kinda trying to relax and distract my currently really pessimistic head by tinkering a bit on some cosplays of mine.
However I'm kinda too stupid with my brush as I'm sure half the paint ends up on my body when I look at my arms atm.

If I keep this up, I'm going to accidentally cosplay that horrific purple mascot from MC-D :D

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD?
I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future...
I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

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France working with Saudi Al Qaeda Member, aL-Sharaa, is pretty pathetic, France surrendered during ww2 and now they're surrendering to Al Qaeda, lol

Syria is a terrorist State run by Al Qaeda under a Saudi Arabian "president", which is why Israel is bombing them and preventing them from using the Syrian Government's (Assad Government) assets.

Syria under Al Qaeda would not hesitate to attack France with a terrorist attack, so France shouldn't be running to them and sucking up to them.

The best thing about the Main Wall Time Warp, is that @Dominicane is finally getting all his old posts read, posts that were buried by his barrage of posts, lol xD

"Once the rain is over, an umbrella becomes a burden to carry. - That's why loyalty ends when benefits stop."

Yeah...
I'm experiencing that a lot. As soon as their problems are solved or they have dumped their emotional burden on me there is suddenly no time to listen to my troubles...as soon as I start sharing I'm dropped or quickly disregarded with one sentence...and people wonder why I never open up and talk about things easily...

And once they stop benefiting from me altogether the friendship dies out... I'm not just worth being kept around just for the sake of it.
It's not like I haven't been struggling with self loathing for months and my self view wasn't already ruined on many levels...

I have had Indian friends tell me Pakistan are arseholes and I believe them 150percent.
https://youtu.be/TvAMxgNVGGA?si=-IU2ZATCcS_uGKmX