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Im thinking of quitting inktober (yet again) before i even really started on it. Idk just the thought of planning and actually making an ink drawing every day stresses me out. Although it was something that I easily did in the past. Even multiple ones a day... I think it's because of not having as much time to invest in art anymore I kinda lost my connection to it. I rarely get to sit down to actually paint. Every year I start the inktober challeng in hope to get my connection back but every time for the past 3 years I end up having to quit halfway through for multiple reasons like getting behind lacking time. This year I'm already stressed about having to catch up on the first few days that I missed.
Maybe I just had a bad start...I wanted to warm up by finishing one of least years works that I never got to complete and I totally messed it up and on top it tore apart when I tried to remove the one year old masking tape... Seems like an omen...
I will still dedicate this month to art and especially watercolor painting. But I think I will not do the inktober challenge for now. Maybe I will get to do the last half of it later but just now I need to get back into the peaceful/mindful mindset that I need for doing watercolor. Pushing myself with a challenge will not help here.
I started watching YouTube draw with me videos of one of my favorite artists there. It helps getting back into watercolors and Inks.

I'm a mean person. And with all honesty, I think sportsbitch has some serious mental issues we need to address. Trust me, I minored in Goth psychology back in Faith Healing night classes.

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Unfortunatelly my Toby has a agressive tumor on his leg... monday will to more exames to see if the tumor has already spread through his body... no easy decions... to operate his leg he has to do chemotherapy and hope that the cancer reduces... but only if the results of analisys show tha the cancer will be affected by chemo.. if not... we have 2 choices... amputate the leg... or leavit... and start threating him with medicine to ease the pain that he migth have... and give him tehe best life quality possible.. my heart his twice broken... broken because i will miss him ... and broken because he came to us some months affer my dad passed away with cancer... and he became my mothers companion...and it will devastating for her... not the passing... but the absence of his presence... because for 8 years he followed her everywhere.. and everywhere she looks... she will be reminded off him.. i will too.. sorry for venting... but it's been couple rough days....

Bro da fucking salad i made was gr8 but missin delicious chuns of that one twink pan fired some raw

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Stressed..... im tired of my mom beeing so damm cheap! Toby has a tumor on is leg.. he have to go to a vet hospital...its kind of "far"... starts complaying of the money we'll spent... fuck the money! jizzzzzzzzzzzzzasssss!! i wont take it to my grave.. neither will she! damm it! she pisses me off with the goddam money!!! i know she worked her ass off... so did my dad.. so we can have some financial "oxigen ball" but... fuck! 77 y old and still counting everysingle expense! it's ridiculous sometimes! im not a spender... i save what i can.. but fuck...not getting paranoid of couting every fuckin expense i make!

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Lawmakers have to pass a comprehensive spending plan for the 2026 fiscal year, or approve a continuing resolution before October 1 to avoid a government shutdown.

I have a small issue with his words but otherwise I fully agree with his statement.
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