Sometimes the health system sucks....Starting to feel long time consequences of some health issues that I have been dealing with for a while I went to some specialist and Guess what to treat one thing I need another condition fully diagnosed but that doctor is on vacation for two weeks and once that one is returned, doctor one will be on vacation and so in total I have to wait at least 4 more weeks to be able to start treatment if it is even possible to give me that treatment. Not like I have been having that issue for 6 months now and it's starting to cause follow up issues....
Still not sure if the ED is the cause of it all or if my body just hates me and found another way to show me...
But hey, what else is new?

Ive sucessfuly covred every invh of my apartment to replicate a pre k


#adultin #bigbussintings

Cat people are some of the most boring people. Cat profile pics. Cat this, cat that. Yeah, cats can be cool. Whatever. I've come across some nice cats. But let's see how well you can train your cat. I hardly ever see well trained cats. They mostly just destroy everything.

One time this cat obsessed guy lectured me about how cats are better than dogs. He obviously didn't understand dogs. He seemed to think dogs are intellectually inferior and just follow anyone around. Nope. They actually follow who treats them the best, and leads the best, just as they would if they were in a pack. That's smart. It's why they're so successful in the wild, even domesticated stray dogs. They'll form large groups or packs when humans aren't present, with their own hierarchy. Do domesticated cats travel in packs?

Im thinking of quitting inktober (yet again) before i even really started on it. Idk just the thought of planning and actually making an ink drawing every day stresses me out. Although it was something that I easily did in the past. Even multiple ones a day... I think it's because of not having as much time to invest in art anymore I kinda lost my connection to it. I rarely get to sit down to actually paint. Every year I start the inktober challeng in hope to get my connection back but every time for the past 3 years I end up having to quit halfway through for multiple reasons like getting behind lacking time. This year I'm already stressed about having to catch up on the first few days that I missed.
Maybe I just had a bad start...I wanted to warm up by finishing one of least years works that I never got to complete and I totally messed it up and on top it tore apart when I tried to remove the one year old masking tape... Seems like an omen...
I will still dedicate this month to art and especially watercolor painting. But I think I will not do the inktober challenge for now. Maybe I will get to do the last half of it later but just now I need to get back into the peaceful/mindful mindset that I need for doing watercolor. Pushing myself with a challenge will not help here.
I started watching YouTube draw with me videos of one of my favorite artists there. It helps getting back into watercolors and Inks.

#life #vacation #isolation #nature

Here to talk about the lord and savior almighty void, this cats gonna rapture me bye loozaaaassssss


Shit that sounds bad i mean todays the rapture and hes going to allow me into his dimension

Is Domnicane still around? Tell him a catfish isn't a sport sans the Texas sock puppet.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FC1LrSASL8Y