So I know its been a hot minute since I tortured you sexy lot. I found out recently a bunch of friends of mine are pregnant ALL with boys which requires me to baby shop lol. I got issues lol. I've also been super busy with other projects and things at home. I know we all got shit going on and some days are better than others and I know sometimes life is hard as heel and frustrating as f*ck. I do not know what you are going through and I don't know what traumas you have endured.

I do know whatever you HAVE endured by others is not your fault. If your mind is saying you are worthless, it is lying. If your mind is telling you that you are a burden, it is lying. It is so easy to pull yourself a part because you feel less than but I promise you that you .... you lovely person,regardless of your gender, sexuality, ethnicity, religions belief or anything else, you are magically and beautifully made. So just for today... treat yourself kind.

The lil yellow baby is my Pippy Crowleystockings. The handsome big boy male kitty is Jinx or Jinksie Doodles Le'Mer, and our oldest baby Sweetheart Pooshikins. She's 9 this year and will be 10 in May. My first baby pooch is getting old. She's my old lady baby. We also have a female ball python named Lilith but she's not pictured yet.

Please check out more of my music & art @ XZanthia.com
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when i wake up i always start with simple commands. push 1 eye half open push up to a sitting position recognize nothing and fall back down

Here's one for you electo fans. Seems fitting as sun is in my eyes, shitty phone cannot see my screen.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dCp3nfkDf4&list=RD0dCp3nfkDf4&start_radio=1

time to start worrying