ADHD Time Blindness hit so hard, it's now 3:30 am and I have to be at work ealry tomorrow. I havent even showered yet & I don't really wanna go to bet because I don't want Monday to come. :(

Oh well at least I found a few job offers barely worth applying to and got a hint of motivation to get that cover letter for some applications drafted. Now I just need to prepare a translation and do some phrase polishing and individual adaptions to the specific offers. Wasted my entire sunday on this so at least I feel less like a faliure now. Small victories...

My ADHD was peaking today😅 I actually wanted to take a nap after work...but wait let pick up the parcels that have arrived first and put them into the art studio...
Well now it is 10 PM I haven't taken a nap, I haven't eaten dinner either but I re-decorated my Tiktok Video set...

one of my last friends that I have left is coming for a visit... Its time for ✨ADHD-Panic cleaning ✨ I've got 2h left to celan my apartment and myself up :D

Sooo apparently I am not just overworked I am also Iron deficient. Great. No after Meal coffees for me anymore...
So I am constanlty tired from ADHD brunout and iron deficientcy and because of that I am not supposed to drink coffee anymore. How am I supposed to function?
Fuck you evolution! why did you make coffee & tea infulence the iron uptake in our body?!

perks of being an adult with ADHD who doesn't give a shit anymore:
It is 11:30 pm and you find yourself in the kitchen making dinner dressed as a character form a "childrens game". Bc you just realised you haven't eaten since 2pm but you not finished filming and the phone is empy.
Might as well make dinner while it charges and finish filming later...

I think I'm having it all figured out, right?
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Aqua making dinner... I must be the dream waifu of every nerd 🤣 🤣 🤣

Exhausting day and now I'm facing the major ADHD question: Flop to bed and risk getting depressive by understimulation or do something relaxing creative at the risk of loosng track of time til 2 am?

ADHD is weird, yesterday i could barely bring myself to wash my hair after sleeping most of the day. Today I deep cleaned my bathroom after 8 hours of work and only running on bread and coffee...

ADHD can be all fun and productive, until you have one of those bad H days where your brain runs a mile a minute, you loose all sense of time, and can't settle down.
I currently can't sit down to relax. I'm absolutely restless and want to do things but my body is exhausted from all the things I have been doing this weekend.
I doubt I will be able to sleep like this.

im gonna need a Raise on my ADHD medication