I had a terrible nightmare about being left by my significant other because I'm a disssapointment and a failure as a human being. I know it was just a dream but it still nags in my mind because it is a fear I've had for a while now and dreams about real people alwas hit me hard because I usually don't dream at all, don't remember or my dreams are very abstract things....

So real people dreams with lifelike situations always feel like a terrible foreboding...

Battling the flu last few days. Some rough patches but at my age, I suspect last month's vaccination has kept me outta the emergency room. Here are a few songs from my youth to go along with my fever dreams.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ac0oaXhz1u8

#dark_academia #academia #academia_aesthetics #marble #statue #woman
Antonio Frilli, “Sweet Dreams”, Marble sculpture (𝟣𝟪𝟫𝟤)

Becky Hemsley Poetry
https://www.facebook.com/talkingtothewild
July 24 at 11:19 AM ·

When I invite you over, you always ask “what should I bring?”
And I always say “just bring yourself.”
But what I really mean is...
Bring your woes and your worries.
Let us talk them out if you want to.
Bring your sadness and your sorrows and
let me hold you whilst you cry, if you need to.
Bring your heaviness and heartache and
let me lighten your load a little if I’m able to.
Bring your achievements and accomplishments and
let me celebrate your successes with you.
Bring your happiness and hope and
let me share your joy and listen to your dreams.
Bring your flaws and your failures and
let me accept you regardless.
Yes, when I say “just bring yourself,” what I really mean
is that I want you to feel so comfortably yourself with me that you can bring your smiles and frowns, laughter and tears, joy and grief, highs and lows.
So just bring yourself; your whole self.
And be yourself.
Because your whole self is welcome here.
*****
Becky Hemsley 2024
Lovely artwork by B. Joyful Illustrations

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting,

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the Goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest
Three friends go into battle.
One is captured
One flies away
The one that is left becomes a hero,

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds,

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber,

My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice.

I'm back! It's been a while since my last update. The gallbladder removal was a success the pain medication was quite a trip and the EEG my health insurance is being complete queef chapels over no idea why. :( they started me on 50mg topamax for migraines and 500mg Keppra twice a day in the meantime which might I add is completely kicking my @$$. I sleep a lot nowadays. So far things are looking very gloomy as the Keppra has been making me fking stupid. I really hope that ends soon I've also been having some very super retarded dreams lately. I don't get it. 😵‍💫

Sailing into the future with hopes and dreams

My dreams became reality! I am alone in the office today. Feels good to have some peace and quiet. :D

Sorry for not shit-posting. I was busy with stuff, okei?

#dreams #dream_warfare #inception #artificialintelligence #prophetic

https://readwrite.com/prophetic-ai-the-ai-system-to-help-you-control-your-dreams/