"Don't let your mind bully your body"
I should engrave that onto my bathroom mirror...
my self view on so many aspects beside body image has been very bad lately because of depression and feeling abandoned by all my close friends ... like I'm not worth to be kept around. It has started to affect my body too...I'm starting to have ED behavioral patterns come back and starting to have some weird health issues... Now I need to run to the overcrowded doctors again. It's so much of a hassle to get appointments and don't miss outvon work. Where I have to outperform at the moment too bc I got a new boss and want a raise...

Imagine finding a man who focus on himself, only goes to work, homebody, has 3 close friends, is loyal, and has his priorities right.

my body is a mashine that turns tits into sucked tits

Great...I caught a cold on Saturday...
I was hoping the event would pull me out of my apathy and I get some of my spark back...
Got a cold & fatigue instead. what wrong with my body!? This is the third cold I caught this year. I used to rarely get sick. Like only once a year.
Maybe I'm really eating too little...

i love walkign and crawlin through tunnels scrappign coper with my frail mangled little body I LOVE CARYING COPPER WIRE ADN PIPES THRU TUNNELS

my poor mangled crippled body

muscle economy, muscles as currency, end the dollar,, get ripped, get pumping wweights, wealth= body size as predicted by blaise pascal

Took a couple hours off work so I can at least have like 18 hours of weekend instead of 12 :')

Kinda trying to relax and distract my currently really pessimistic head by tinkering a bit on some cosplays of mine.
However I'm kinda too stupid with my brush as I'm sure half the paint ends up on my body when I look at my arms atm.

If I keep this up, I'm going to accidentally cosplay that horrific purple mascot from MC-D :D

DEathscrollers anybody wants some Deathscrolling