Random thought:

Just realized I made instant noodles for dinner today—kinda unintended. I usually try to cook something fresh(er) after work, especially on home office days.

The last time I ate instant noodles was almost a couple of years ago, to counter a hangover. Before that, I went through a six-month stretch without a proper kitchen, and they were basically my daily meal (which is probably why I can’t stand them much anymore).

Funny how, after a really intense overtime week, my brain just autopiloted straight to instant noodles—a meal that’s basically a cultural symbol of workaholism. :D

If you know... you know...

And they want to name it SENTINEL!?

It's pride month!
I've been out as bisexual since I learned its okay to like girls. But what I realised as I got older is that I'm pansexual - I really don't care about your sex/gender when looking for someone to be with.

Then last year I finally figured out my own gender identity. It only took almost 27 years and a lot of trial and error with pronouns and how to describe myself.

I'm still not out to everyone with this but I'm getting more comfortable with it.
I'm a demigirl, the prefix demi meaning partially.
For me, I feel about 80% female and 20% other. I don't exactly know what the other is but I feel most comfortable with she/her and they/them pronouns

Can someone fix this site??
It's not letting me comment on posts!

It's raining

OUR! Frail structures cannot keep up with tha Pace

Haven't had a whole lot of free time this summer ,working, working on alot of music and working out everyday in the mornings ,family stuff, creating heavy heavy music and battle jackets. The concert i was supposed to attend ended up being a bust (see my previous post) the band who is from Maryland DROVE (didn't fly) the 13 hours to MN for the concert ,they got here around 10pm,we ll MN noise lays are 10pm so the concert got canceled and the band was literally RIGHT THERE ! to say the least im still getting over this as i take my music pretty seriously and this was going to be a show of a lifetime, instead of heading home straight away i stuck and and chatted with a few other people there and ended up staying downtown at the venue till like 1:00 in the morning just talking, made some new friends i would say, had some CRAZY dude jacked up on lots of something get in our faces while we were playing music on our phones, some dude was fighting invisible enemies while waiting for the light rail train, people screaming at each other ,the usual downtown MN for you there. overall though the night was not wasted and i'm looking forward to getting merch from the show as well as my next concert.. hopefully sooner than later.

i am a piece of shit i accidentaly pissed on a possum :(

"Don't let your mind bully your body"
I should engrave that onto my bathroom mirror...
my self view on so many aspects beside body image has been very bad lately because of depression and feeling abandoned by all my close friends ... like I'm not worth to be kept around. It has started to affect my body too...I'm starting to have ED behavioral patterns come back and starting to have some weird health issues... Now I need to run to the overcrowded doctors again. It's so much of a hassle to get appointments and don't miss outvon work. Where I have to outperform at the moment too bc I got a new boss and want a raise...