Dunno site still looks bonkers... oh and yay return of the bots.....

It's obviously gif.

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD?
I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future...
I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

France working with Saudi Al Qaeda Member, aL-Sharaa, is pretty pathetic, France surrendered during ww2 and now they're surrendering to Al Qaeda, lol

Syria is a terrorist State run by Al Qaeda under a Saudi Arabian "president", which is why Israel is bombing them and preventing them from using the Syrian Government's (Assad Government) assets.

Syria under Al Qaeda would not hesitate to attack France with a terrorist attack, so France shouldn't be running to them and sucking up to them.

"Once the rain is over, an umbrella becomes a burden to carry. - That's why loyalty ends when benefits stop."

Yeah...
I'm experiencing that a lot. As soon as their problems are solved or they have dumped their emotional burden on me there is suddenly no time to listen to my troubles...as soon as I start sharing I'm dropped or quickly disregarded with one sentence...and people wonder why I never open up and talk about things easily...

And once they stop benefiting from me altogether the friendship dies out... I'm not just worth being kept around just for the sake of it.
It's not like I haven't been struggling with self loathing for months and my self view wasn't already ruined on many levels...

the sites fucked up

Natural Spirit-Burn,Blaze ! (2019) Slavic/Folk music. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=2qLao-2Mdc8&pp=ygUObmF0dXJhbCBzcGlyaXQ%3D

Somehow my feed is fu*ed up and I don't get any new posts it only shows me things that are 2 months old. or older. Tried to clear cache and all...https://i.gifer.com/79kQ.gif

This woman never disappoints me when it comes to making songs that speak to my soul and tickle my brain I love her music and I'm so grateful she pursuited a musical career even though she was forbidden to...
Her music always comforts me darkest times.
yhttps://youtu.be/x7Pw91G__GA?si=TPBbFzitPQDB0gpR