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  • And just like that, I finished Oracle Database Foundations workshop.
    Oracle Autonomous Database Administration next. I'm so wasting the next 7 hours of my life with this... in the famous words of Alexi Laiho: was it worth it? HELL YEAH.
    And just like that, I finished Oracle Database Foundations workshop. Oracle Autonomous Database Administration next. I'm so wasting the next 7 hours of my life with this... in the famous words of Alexi Laiho: was it worth it? HELL YEAH.
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  • All HAIL SHELL gasolinestation, i was starved ,but butt i got a FrenchHOTDOG it was delicios. SHELL SHELL SHELL
    All HAIL SHELL gasolinestation, i was starved ,but butt i got a FrenchHOTDOG it was delicios. SHELL SHELL SHELL
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  • Sehet auf zum Licht, es wird uns erhellen. Das LICHT wird uns zeigen des Weges dar....
    Sehet auf zum Licht, es wird uns erhellen. Das LICHT wird uns zeigen des Weges dar....
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  • #Spartan #Sparta #AncientGreece #Hellas #Greece #armory #Athens #Athenian #Warriors #warrior
    #Spartan #Sparta #AncientGreece #Hellas #Greece #armory #Athens #Athenian #Warriors #warrior
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  • CristallDarcy InfernalHate

    Following up on the yesterday's topic about the special circle of Hell for the inventor of 9-5 jobs. :D Enjoy! :D :D :D
    [CristallDarcy] [InfernalHate] Following up on the yesterday's topic about the special circle of Hell for the inventor of 9-5 jobs. :D Enjoy! :D :D :D
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  • Me and CristallDarcy collectively agree that whoever "invented" 9-5 jobs should be put in a special circle of Hell.
    Me and [CristallDarcy] collectively agree that whoever "invented" 9-5 jobs should be put in a special circle of Hell.
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  • hello! Im on the toilet
    hello! Im on the toilet
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  • And just like that, the weekend is over.
    Time to struggle at work and drink insane amounts of coffee to overcome anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts. :D :D :D

    Hellou!
    And just like that, the weekend is over. Time to struggle at work and drink insane amounts of coffee to overcome anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts. :D :D :D Hellou!
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  • Have you ever had that nagging sensation that you're out of place among the wrong people? Lately, I've struggled to find any opportunities at the place where I live. It feels like months have gone by with only empty promises from work, leaving me burnt out and unable to enjoy even the simplest pleasures.

    I can't shake this profound loneliness I've experienced for weeks, and it's perplexing since I’m in a relationship. It's odd when you are being told that they are here for you and to try to respond to this as often as possible on the same level, even when your social battery is depleted, yet still feel so utterly isolated. The depths of my depression have made it hard to get out of bed for days, with tears flowing freely.

    Am I misguided in my expectations of what a relationship should be? When I realize that a house is on fire, for example, and I hear some calls for help, I try to rescue this person from it if possible and don’t avoid it because it might be too “hot.” I believe in stepping into the flames to support those I love, to hold their hand as we navigate the chaos together. Yet, here I am, feeling like I’m trapped in my own burning house while my partner stands outside, unsure whether to come in or watch from a distance.

    I’m left feeling so conflicted… I love my partner deeply, yet I also feel profoundly abandoned and overlooked. I want to believe that love can withstand these moments of despair, that we can face life’s struggles as a team. But the distance created by unspoken words and unmet expectations feels like an insurmountable wall between us.

    I often wonder if I’m asking for too much—if my desire for connection is unreasonable in a world that often seems too chaotic to handle. Shouldn't a partner be a safe haven, a source of comfort during the storm? Or am I just searching for validation in all the wrong places?

    The fear of losing that connection, of being vulnerable and showing my true self, holds me back. There are days I crave honesty, but what if that honesty exposes too much? What if it reveals the depths of my struggles, and in response, all I receive is pity instead of understanding?
    Have you ever had that nagging sensation that you're out of place among the wrong people? Lately, I've struggled to find any opportunities at the place where I live. It feels like months have gone by with only empty promises from work, leaving me burnt out and unable to enjoy even the simplest pleasures. I can't shake this profound loneliness I've experienced for weeks, and it's perplexing since I’m in a relationship. It's odd when you are being told that they are here for you and to try to respond to this as often as possible on the same level, even when your social battery is depleted, yet still feel so utterly isolated. The depths of my depression have made it hard to get out of bed for days, with tears flowing freely. Am I misguided in my expectations of what a relationship should be? When I realize that a house is on fire, for example, and I hear some calls for help, I try to rescue this person from it if possible and don’t avoid it because it might be too “hot.” I believe in stepping into the flames to support those I love, to hold their hand as we navigate the chaos together. Yet, here I am, feeling like I’m trapped in my own burning house while my partner stands outside, unsure whether to come in or watch from a distance. I’m left feeling so conflicted… I love my partner deeply, yet I also feel profoundly abandoned and overlooked. I want to believe that love can withstand these moments of despair, that we can face life’s struggles as a team. But the distance created by unspoken words and unmet expectations feels like an insurmountable wall between us. I often wonder if I’m asking for too much—if my desire for connection is unreasonable in a world that often seems too chaotic to handle. Shouldn't a partner be a safe haven, a source of comfort during the storm? Or am I just searching for validation in all the wrong places? The fear of losing that connection, of being vulnerable and showing my true self, holds me back. There are days I crave honesty, but what if that honesty exposes too much? What if it reveals the depths of my struggles, and in response, all I receive is pity instead of understanding?
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