https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzGTdi4xvFU I'll have nothing in the fridge till I go shopping so all I have is green tea once again I take another tablet - my only light For the moment I don't feel it A few missed calls, but I don't care My hair is greasy and it doesn't bother me I'm ugly and broken, please don't look at me Until whenever I disappear Leave me alone, let me finally die Didn't I say that the Cut on my arm was just an accident? Before I could see it, my whole body was scarred For a moment I close my eyes Just one moment and the day has passed by - I'm completely empty I don't believe in miracles anymore My "friends" are just strangers and see none of this Even if someone was there for me, they wouldn't get it I'm stressed and I'm not gonna take a break from it I could still do this and that Don't tell me I should smile - why should I? I've got nothing to be proud of, built up for me Got no life to give me a reason to breathe, No family to see it Leave me alone, I'm so tired For so long now I've wanted to just go to sleep for all time Don't wake me up, I'll take a bite of the poisoned apple I'm swaying like I'm in a dream - a nightmare High up on the balcony, standing in The wind and wondering, What would happen next I wouldn't fly I always used to just listen to music all day It gave me new strength from morning till evening But each song is now part of what devours me so much Leave me alone, let me finally die Didn't I say that the Cut on my arm was just an accident? Before I could see it, my whole body was scarred For a moment I close my eyes Just one moment and the day has passed by - I'm completely empty I don't believe in anything anymore This day is just like every day, constantly whiling my life away, always asking myself, "Is it nearly over?" My wounds won't heal It won't be over for a while yet I should just go Yeah Yeah, I should finally go