I never felt as if I really belonged anywhere, except with my biological dad and granny. Sadly, only my dad is left out of the two. My dad has a car now, instead of a tent, and we're good emotional support for each other. There's not much I can do, since I'm looking for housing myself, but I enjoy having phone calls with him. I probably shouldn't be saying this online, but I doubt any of you would remember this 5 months from now (unless it stuck with you.) A reason I joined Gothwire/Hey Freaks is because I had an interest in 1. The music, and 2. The attitude/outlook on life. I don't know if any of you believe in "manifestation," but I'm trying it out, to at least have something to keep me distracted from life.