oh my god i cant have a child with anyone... i cant bring a child into this world because it will be called beautiful and if i do that so many men would be after her.. it would be a nightmare i already have nightmares about it... it would be a fucking curse she would get sold off once ripped out side of me and sold into sex traFFICKING so fucking quickly and its not even fucking funny.... i cant do that the world isnt even a save place for me to live cause everyone thinks that im a deer.. and thats why i fear as if if i have a child in this world im gonna die so fucking bad im gonna really fucking die... please dont shoot me im single and im not gonna have a baby because everyone is freaking the fuck out why i think im gonna die so bad if you shoot its a curse.... a very wicked cure and youll die right fucking next taking me home