I'm depressed to the point suicide sounds like pillows. Like if I cut myself one time like I use to, I would feel better. I'm pretty sure nobody reads these so I'm not putting some time of TW. I'm fine with silent.

You don't have to talk to people and it baffles my mental how somebody. Can leave the house and talk to just anybody. I think they might be retarded.

I don't leave the house a lot and prefer it. I actually have kids, and random ass conversations kill people. Me being a young mom made me believe, they don't need to go outside.

So, I believe in Powers. I do believe in God and there is nothing wrong with that to me. To each his own.

The bible DID NOT tell you to DO THAT. The bible doesn't have a mouth nor limbs. A HUMAN with a brain believed in that word in a book told them to go outside and preach.

I keep it to myself like nobody asked how a nigga in the desert could have so much trouble. I feel like Jesus was accused of something he had no business being around like the nigga probably woke up and some fuck shit happened in that day.

Because people are retarded. Speaking of mental illness is real but if it's hurting you that bad. You should sit down.

Oh wow, retardation is mental illness. Yes, to a certain degree it leaves you to a point you can't think right.

Why do retarded people keep following me in life where I can't be left alone? somebody asking, please leave me alone don't talk to me, don't breathe around me. Is not offensive. We have a law against and breaking laws can make you psychotic as in... you might be a sociopath. Which is retarded.

Excuse my rants, I'm sorry but not. I'm feeling.

I'm going to write a book about that. I don't care anymore. I have PTSD but fighting this shit is like walking through wet sand.

Tired of being tired. Tired of my shoulders slumping. Like my mental is telling me, it'[s because your black. And I said it, retarded is your brain not understanding


I'm baffled how putting ME first is offensive. I don't care how somebody feels.

Somebody: My grandma died.
Me: 😧 < my face

My life is so... weird... don't talk to people if you can't say nothing nice. I am depressed like no other like shit!

depression feels like... frozen quick sand, like somebody tryna hug you without hands. By time I'll be happy. Is the day I die and people be like... damn.

I really believe that. Because why the fuck not?

First boat of the season coming in to dock at the marina. Sure spring sign 🌞

To celebrate Delaware legalizing weed, I've drank 2 liquid marijuanas and I feel immensely guilty for drinking because of my child. Never mind the fact that she is safe and happy with her grandmother right now, who loves babysitting and cuddling her every chance she gets. Something is making me feel so bad for enjoying myself. Does this feeling ever go away or am I perpetually fucked?

So here is the current recording space,pretty basic but will be adding a few more things such as a table and mixing console...more soon.

Tank Girl is a great movie. We need more weird adult comics to get adapted properly to movies.

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