"Omg, you look amazing for 30! My auntie looked 50 when she was your age!" My 18 year old coworker said, "what's your secret?"

"Moisturize," I bullshit, "early and often."

I don't have the heart to tell her that I have crippling depression and hardly ever genuinely smile.

I took a screenshot of my phone screen to show someone gow cracked and fucked up it is.

Yes I'm a moron.

Remixer: X-Fusion
https://youtu.be/6KXjtkhnq64

Well ! Listening other cool music
https://youtu.be/4W2TgqWnGFM

Rimsky-Korsakov
Flight of the Bumblebee
https://youtu.be/99rw2enFCOk

Dammit...I had a whole stupid long thing...but I had to check something else..came back and it's gone ..not sure it's worth it to try n rewrite it...

My brother has been in and out of jail/prison his adult life.. drug issues..he got paroled out to live with me and mom..but he kept sneaking out, sneaking drugs(i found a makeshift meth pipe thing from a gatorade bottle) then he finally left..said he was going to rehab (his PO said its either prison or rehab)he hated the idea of rehab ..but he came, packed his bags and said he was going...that was february..now in august he comes out of a convenience store with cigarettes and theres like 4Marshalls there to pick him up..he was in jail, we went and visited yesterday..today we got notification he got moved..probly back to prison in Utah...I'm sad abt it