A lil history lesson, friends and a pretty good video. During WW1, in the early hours of April 6,1915 German forces released clouds of chlorine gas on the Russian defenders of Osowiec fortress. The Germans then advanced expecting no resistance, only to retreat in horror from Russian survivors of the gas continuing to fight while coughing up chunks of their lungs. If the Russian army still has that kind of grit, as much as it pains me to say it I like their chances against woke Westerners if/when the Ukraine war escalates. https://youtu.be/-AFdwoyNT24

I bought some minerals and stones from the dinosaur museum. Thought I'd share. Better than political bullshit for a change.

Tomorrow's her birthday. It's been months since I've seen her, but I still think about her everyday, even when I don't want to. I want to move on. I know she has, and just thinking about her in the arms of another makes my stomach turn and my mind go haywire.
Tomorrow is gunna be hard on me. Luckily I work, but I don't think that's gunna stop me from thinking about her and not feeling a li'l anxious and depressed.
I can't work out because I still feel sick, so there goes that outlet. Before work, I'm going for a 2 hour walk.
Let's hope this event doesn't fuck my whole day up.

https://youtu.be/pB-vtKpuOkg

"I hope you fucking drown, I'm not fucking around" perfect lyrics for my ex that cheated on me. She used to love to go to the beach. That's where she cheated on me too.

It's okay to have a shit day, we all have them <3

"O, sagrado fuego, consume este cuerpo
Hasta trocarlo en divino olor,
Yo tomaré tus cenizas para sanar mi dolor."