Excuse my rants, I'm sorry but not. I'm feeling.

I'm going to write a book about that. I don't care anymore. I have PTSD but fighting this shit is like walking through wet sand.

Tired of being tired. Tired of my shoulders slumping. Like my mental is telling me, it'[s because your black. And I said it, retarded is your brain not understanding


I'm baffled how putting ME first is offensive. I don't care how somebody feels.

Somebody: My grandma died.
Me: 😧 < my face

My life is so... weird... don't talk to people if you can't say nothing nice. I am depressed like no other like shit!

depression feels like... frozen quick sand, like somebody tryna hug you without hands. By time I'll be happy. Is the day I die and people be like... damn.

I really believe that. Because why the fuck not?

First boat of the season coming in to dock at the marina. Sure spring sign 🌞

To celebrate Delaware legalizing weed, I've drank 2 liquid marijuanas and I feel immensely guilty for drinking because of my child. Never mind the fact that she is safe and happy with her grandmother right now, who loves babysitting and cuddling her every chance she gets. Something is making me feel so bad for enjoying myself. Does this feeling ever go away or am I perpetually fucked?

So here is the current recording space,pretty basic but will be adding a few more things such as a table and mixing console...more soon.

Tank Girl is a great movie. We need more weird adult comics to get adapted properly to movies.

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Z because I stand with Russia Against the Azov Battalion Neo Nazis the people of Crimea and the people in the Donbass who choose to be Russia because the Ukrainian Neo Nazis where attacking them./ Solntsepyok/Hotsunlight