Wow i guess no one does care about me after all thats fine i guess

I need help i am a highly and dedicated youtuber i trully want to settle down and do want a family however my youtube carrear has couased me to lose two chances i cant continue to live this way the last two women i was talking to i guess gaveup do to me not giving them enough attention i dont know what to do anymore i was allready very fragil mently before this i just know i cant explain how badly i want a family and the thot of never having it and dieing alone just makes me want to harm my self i can and will not except dieing alone and never having my own family is what will lead me in taking my life even so i may have said this and never went threw with it but it doesnt change the fact i am thinking and planing it out on when and how i will harm my self

I i am not sure how to say tbis but i think im ready to enter my grave i have thot it a lot and i think i am not supposed to be here i hoped i could find a perpose a perpose and dream and desire to contribute to this community my goth brothers and sisters i wished to build a bussiness that contributed to us and that dream has been shaterded numeruee timee i am sorry i faild you all i now bleave im ready to move on to the underworld whree i bleave bats are at but please let me go i will not suffer i am sorry i let you all down

I randomly without trying to Thot of speeding at high speeds starting from the high way off the exit near 21st and post road than continue baiting them even running red lights in the process continue down all the way to 38th and post road than turning right into the mcydds going down the small strait goinging left of the bingo place than there I'll be expecting the police to attempt a sussful pit even so I'll not give up hit my car in reverse instantly raming into the cop car in back of me with brutal force to attempt to make a path of escape than I'll be than expecting the 2nd cop in the front of me and my car to than open fire at Me using the deadly force of my own veical to escape as proble couase in result bullets would than go threw the wind shield I would been able to dodge a few by ducking side ways but than would eventually got shot in result leading to my possible death

can you give your opions on my super hero i created for our goth subculture i now have been finly able to make this a realty and am very happy with the results

can you give your opions on my super hero i created for our goth subculture i now have been finly able to make this a realty and am very happy with the results

Is anyone here to talk

Out of all things this site could have been named it was named freaks i guess were freaks in there eyes

Is anyone here