Being at work earlier than I should be feels weird.
Thank you, people from Germany for cutting my vacation short...

Punk Show coming up at the Flying V Music Hall,been a bit since I've been to a show so looking forward to this,got a few co-workers going as well,Tried a Spell on my neighbor we'll see if it stops his behavior of breaking noise curfew and freaks him out a good bit. Got some weird person who doesn't park there cat in the garage it just sits there between the Units and gets snowed and iced upon,kinda waiting for something to happen to the vehicle...

A little spooky Christmas music weirdos like us can enjoy

https://youtu.be/gJztkDaURJY?si=Sj2c2aq9R-FbaSuW

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Today really was a Terrible day. Not only did I work longer than it is legal (again). I also wasn't very focussed and did a lot of mistakes in my lab work...I don't think a blanket and c-drama will fix this day..-

I really need to dump & vent some emotions rn...humor me...
The fact that I am still very moody and don't really feel like talking to people one on one kinda contriubted to this day being shitty as lab work forces me to interact with my colleauges more than documentation. and I really don't feel like talking lately.
It's probably hard to get....While I do have a lot of things troubling me and I do need to get them off my chest, I dont have the energy nor the desire to open a 1 on 1 converstaion about it, and even less desire to talk about the world and smalltalk.
It's not like there are no people I could go to if I needed talking. There are. And I know I can go to them anytime. I just don't want to. Bc I don't want to have any interactive converstaions at the moment, if not necessary. Then I'd rahter passively dump it somewhere like here and get if off my chest. It is often not about wanting advice or needing re-assurance. It is mostly just wanting it out...
Just posting it in an anyways dead place gives me the freedom to decide on my own if and when I get advice or others opinion on it. If I need to I'll read comments, If I dont wan't to I just don't.
Is that weird??
I think I am like this because I have always been the Listeing and giving advice friend and not the sharing and wanting advice one.
I'm just used to being that way and found my ways to vent emotions...

My social network: 'Things cannot be weirder. Relax.'
Me:

So I'm gonna be doing +2 hours overtime today thanks to everyone from fucking Europe deciding to show up in Cork and having weird technical problems, for some weird fucking reason. Tis the season to be jolly, am I right?
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

Had a very busy past few days,so much going on. Finally day off went to see Heretic with my best friend ,interesting film overall but not really my style of horror. hit up a few stores at the mall before the movie (giant mall with the theatre attached),worked on some new music and wrote riffs tonight that i need to edit but overall the results will be worth it. and had the WEIRDIST encounter with my crazy neighbor, few weeks ago he slammed his door so loud it shook my unit when i was just sitting outside on my porch drinking water and reading (guess he hates readers ??),had to write him a letter that i wasnt going to possess his dog or hurt him in anyway (cuz I'm so scary..i guess ??),after coming back from my walk tonight ran into him again, I always have my headphones in usually (was listening to Behexen) and he just PULLS his dog in as i walk by, the dog whimpers in FEAR of me because i'm just an awful person (yes this is actually what he thinks) we also communicate by slamming doors extremely violently i really can't wait until he leaves, or gets kicked out, it will never stop with him.

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