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    belong ingand love
    dot sof colour
    within the dark
    writing written lines long
    stretching universes within
    R O physics of per sonality cros sing boundaries ofimagonation intocreation belong ingand love dot sof colour within the dark writing written lines long stretching universes within
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  • Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed....

    Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed...
    On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust.
    It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession...

    Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason....
    I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...
    Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed.... Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed... On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust. It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession... Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason.... I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...
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  • I'm thinking about writing a screenplay with a Latina chick who works at McDonalds during the day and dances as a stripper at night to pay for her college tuition. I'm calling it the Spicy McMuffin...Trump on Patrol.



    I'm thinking about writing a screenplay with a Latina chick who works at McDonalds during the day and dances as a stripper at night to pay for her college tuition. I'm calling it the Spicy McMuffin...Trump on Patrol.
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  • 45 years ago, one of my favorite comedies was released. Star-studded cast, great writing, and I'm sure was the inspiration for Happy Gilmore...another great flick on it's own.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phagxOal7_A

    45 years ago, one of my favorite comedies was released. Star-studded cast, great writing, and I'm sure was the inspiration for Happy Gilmore...another great flick on it's own. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phagxOal7_A
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  • I hate writing a new, or updating a current CV, taking the most mudane of tasks and spice it up! I manage people and answer phones enough said.
    I hate writing a new, or updating a current CV, taking the most mudane of tasks and spice it up! I manage people and answer phones enough said.
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  • Looks like its time to update my CV, I had a nasty exchange with my upper managerment today; let's just say I can see the writing on the wall.
    Looks like its time to update my CV, I had a nasty exchange with my upper managerment today; let's just say I can see the writing on the wall.
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  • hehe writing the neshty on tumblr

    #girlboss #manicpixie
    hehe writing the neshty on tumblr #girlboss #manicpixie
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  • I nailed the interview and told them I don't see a reason why not to hire me. I am sure my skills blew them away as I've seen them writing down everthing I said... Let's see...
    I nailed the interview and told them I don't see a reason why not to hire me. I am sure my skills blew them away as I've seen them writing down everthing I said... Let's see...
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  • Just got this (finally) yesterday new Cradle Of Filth limited wooden Boxset,haven't had a chance to listen to the new album but soon enough. Much worth the wait,glad to have a new storage box and more writing and creating materials !
    Just got this (finally) yesterday new Cradle Of Filth limited wooden Boxset,haven't had a chance to listen to the new album but soon enough. Much worth the wait,glad to have a new storage box and more writing and creating materials !
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