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  • YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC This is music that refuses to sit still.
    It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background—
    it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance,
    never certain what’s about to unfold next.

    Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet.
    Just when you think you understand it,
    it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises.
    It’s an acquired taste, absolutely—
    not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic.
    This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption.

    I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you,
    to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer.
    To catch you enjoying tension,
    finding pleasure in resistance,
    realizing that discomfort can feel intimate
    when it refuses to let go.

    You may not always know what you’re hearing,
    but you’ll never be bored—
    because at any moment it’s ready to leap out,
    wrap around you,
    and pull you into that strange place
    where struggle feels like an embrace.



    Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape.

    Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease.

    In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity.

    Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality.

    This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
    YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC πŸ‘½πŸ’ΏπŸŽ€πŸŽΆπŸŽ΅ This is music that refuses to sit still. It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background— it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance, never certain what’s about to unfold next. Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet. Just when you think you understand it, it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises. It’s an acquired taste, absolutely— not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic. This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption. I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you, to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer. To catch you enjoying tension, finding pleasure in resistance, realizing that discomfort can feel intimate when it refuses to let go. You may not always know what you’re hearing, but you’ll never be bored— because at any moment it’s ready to leap out, wrap around you, and pull you into that strange place where struggle feels like an embrace. Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape. Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease. In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity. Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality. This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
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    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

    #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #StPeteVisualArtist
    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎡 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆ #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #StPeteVisualArtist
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

    #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎡 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆ #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
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  • XZanthia.com please check out my music on all streaming platforms.
    DOWN, DOWN, DOWN [Official music video] XZanthia - Jupiter’s Thunder

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    XZanthia.com please check out my music on all streaming platforms. πŸ¦‹ DOWN, DOWN, DOWN [Official music video] XZanthia - Jupiter’s Thunder https://youtu.be/jlvF5Pzp9Q8
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  • When I was a wee jewlet, me and my ex had a fantasy to fuck during a thunderstorm so we could pretend we were summoning the anti-christ. For four years there were no stormy weather.
    When I was a wee jewlet, me and my ex had a fantasy to fuck during a thunderstorm so we could pretend we were summoning the anti-christ. For four years there were no stormy weather.
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  • MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder
    & XZanthia Project 19.5
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    🎡 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder & XZanthia Project 19.5 Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com
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    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder
    & XZanthia Project 19.5
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    🎡 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder & XZanthia Project 19.5 Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com
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    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder
    & XZanthia Project 19.5
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com

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  • Embrace the Storm
    I wrote a poem, which will become a future song, about my 15year partner PJ

    Embrace the Storm
    by XZanthia
    He doesn’t flinch when the lightning hits.
    He never asked me to dim.
    He just stood still
    while the sky cracked open
    and smiled
    like it was beautiful.
    He saw the fire in my chest
    and didn’t reach for water.
    He knew
    I wasn’t dangerous
    I was divine.
    He don’t compete, he completes
    He don’t crumble when the current heats
    While boys bail out, he’s building rafts
    While others fear, he laughs at collapse
    I shook the room, he didn’t blink
    I roared in rage, he made me think
    He knows how to hold
    without holding me back
    and that’s how you carry
    a queen’s heart intact
    To walk beside a powerful woman
    you don’t need chains
    you need courage
    Not armor, but honor
    Not silence,
    but space
    He never caged the lioness
    He never named me “too much”
    He simply looked
    and let me be
    until I let him
    see everything
    Powerful presence, patient, precise
    Protecting peace without a price
    Fire-fed, focused, feeling full
    He’s not afraid, I’m never dull
    He’s got thunder in his spine
    Steel in his silence
    Grace in his gaze
    and no trace of violence
    HE NEVER RAN FROM MY RAGE!
    HE NEVER NEEDED ME SMALL!
    HE HELD MY CHAOS IN HIS HANDS
    AND NEVER DROPPED ME
    AT ALL!
    Other men feared me
    He faced me
    Other men chased me
    He stayed
    When I shattered, he sharpened me
    When I wept, he witnessed me
    He didn’t want to fix the fire
    He wanted to feel it with me
    And maybe you think
    this song’s about you…
    Maybe you wish it could be
    But only a rare one
    gets written into fire like this.
    Real ones rise when her voice shakes the walls
    Real ones don’t shrink when the goddess calls
    If she’s the storm, he’s the ground beneath
    Still. Sure. Strong in belief.
    This ain’t fiction, it’s a fact
    You want a queen? Learn how to act
    Not to conquer, not to own
    But to honor her
    like a throne
    HE NEVER ASKED ME TO SHUT UP!
    NEVER ASKED ME TO SHRINK!
    HE TOOK MY FIRE
    AND FED IT!!
    I am the flame
    And he holds me
    I am the howl
    And he hears me
    I am the storm
    But he never tried to stop the rain
    He just stood
    With open hands
    And loves me
    without fear.
    Embrace the Storm I wrote a poem, which will become a future song, about my 15year partner PJ ♥️⬇️♥️ Embrace the Storm by XZanthia He doesn’t flinch when the lightning hits. He never asked me to dim. He just stood still while the sky cracked open and smiled like it was beautiful. He saw the fire in my chest and didn’t reach for water. He knew I wasn’t dangerous I was divine. He don’t compete, he completes He don’t crumble when the current heats While boys bail out, he’s building rafts While others fear, he laughs at collapse I shook the room, he didn’t blink I roared in rage, he made me think He knows how to hold without holding me back and that’s how you carry a queen’s heart intact To walk beside a powerful woman you don’t need chains you need courage Not armor, but honor Not silence, but space He never caged the lioness He never named me “too much” He simply looked and let me be until I let him see everything Powerful presence, patient, precise Protecting peace without a price Fire-fed, focused, feeling full He’s not afraid, I’m never dull He’s got thunder in his spine Steel in his silence Grace in his gaze and no trace of violence HE NEVER RAN FROM MY RAGE! HE NEVER NEEDED ME SMALL! HE HELD MY CHAOS IN HIS HANDS AND NEVER DROPPED ME AT ALL! Other men feared me He faced me Other men chased me He stayed When I shattered, he sharpened me When I wept, he witnessed me He didn’t want to fix the fire He wanted to feel it with me And maybe you think this song’s about you… Maybe you wish it could be But only a rare one gets written into fire like this. Real ones rise when her voice shakes the walls Real ones don’t shrink when the goddess calls If she’s the storm, he’s the ground beneath Still. Sure. Strong in belief. This ain’t fiction, it’s a fact You want a queen? Learn how to act Not to conquer, not to own But to honor her like a throne HE NEVER ASKED ME TO SHUT UP! NEVER ASKED ME TO SHRINK! HE TOOK MY FIRE AND FED IT!! I am the flame And he holds me I am the howl And he hears me I am the storm But he never tried to stop the rain He just stood With open hands And loves me without fear.
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