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On Thursday night went with some coworkers to a restaurant and they had in a distant corner a beautiful survivor from the golden days of the arcade empire. Where I used to be queen.

I find myself in music, not in mirrors. We are characters in the stories of our minds rewriting the dialogues our souls scream into the universe. We are the heroes and the villians, the damsels in distress and the ones looking to be saved or save others. We are the ones who find warmth in the shadows and longing in the dark seeking comfort in the moments that confound us and swoop us up. We bear scars seen and unseen on our bodies or within our souls and hearts. We at the end of the day though despite the darkness in which we prefer our comfort are survivors. In that I am very proud of EACH of you.

Randy Orton returns Saturday at survivor series. Gonna rko everyone....even babies will get rkod. No one us safe.

A lil history lesson, friends and a pretty good video. During WW1, in the early hours of April 6,1915 German forces released clouds of chlorine gas on the Russian defenders of Osowiec fortress. The Germans then advanced expecting no resistance, only to retreat in horror from Russian survivors of the gas continuing to fight while coughing up chunks of their lungs. If the Russian army still has that kind of grit, as much as it pains me to say it I like their chances against woke Westerners if/when the Ukraine war escalates. https://youtu.be/-AFdwoyNT24

Wanted to share this. This is who I will be donating to for my birthday and I think it's a great cause. EVERY child should feel special on their birthday and thats what this group tries to do. https://www.cake4kids.org/ Their mission statement: Has the thought of a child without a birthday cake ever crossed your mind? Unfortunately, it happens all the time, but Cake4Kids is changing that! We deliver free custom homemade birthday cakes to at-risk and underserved youth across the country! The youth we serve may be in foster or kinship care, living in group homes, survivors of domestic violence or human trafficking, living in low-income housing with or without a parent, or even homeless. It may just be a cake, but the children we bake for know that a stranger took the time and effort to do something special just for them. Cake4Kids partners with agencies, private and public, to provide custom, homemade cakes and sweets.

I know you cant hear me and that is okay, Just read off this page the words that I say, No matter your pain and all you've gone through, You're a survivor and theres more you can do, You might have scars that others might see, Badges of honor they'll come to be, Afraid of the dark and afraid of the night, You find your comfort hiding in light, You are not lost and you are not weak, Stronger than most though you might seem meek, You have survived every bad day, When it comes to survivng you find a way, So I know you can't hear me but these words are true, In this world I know theres nothing you can't do. To those of you who get these words <3 May sweet dreams find you and better days ahead come your way.