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#creepycosplay #clowncore #emo #gothchick #pastelgoth
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My album is out now you can stream in all music platforms

https://youtu.be/VpJeIvR_S9E?si=ZN8HiYHX3lMJza-k

New era, new sound. My album is out now — stream it on your favorite platform!
https://youtu.be/FLhJrTWSFCM?si=wzU344KzMUfdUPx1

The movie Kill Me Again was fabulous....great twist and thrill. Its on netflux streaming. I recommend it.

Patriotic Goth Music from Austria

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8fIj3u21n4




Our landscape raped by different armies
Soldiers, slaves who have no faces
Control our ways and lives completely
Our minds are torn, time left its traces
Controlled by TV screens and letters
That point out assimilation
To trends and movements from outside
Fall victim to this infiltration
Everybody's just consuming
What the media's dictating
And they all have just forgot
The joy that is to creating
Here in the heart of Europe
No one stands up proud no more
Here in the heart of Europe
Our culture is a dying whore
No room for individuality
Grey masses who think one way only
Move like robots through the streets
In our thinking we stand lonely
Once a land of art and culture
Now slave to streams from outside
Our nations culture, doomed and dying
Like a candle's fading light

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sportsbitch is officially sentenced to be executed by live firing squad on stream for faking orgasms

I made a decision to go back a generation and cancle all my music streaming services and just use CD's again, ya know own the media you consume. I picked up a Hitachi mini hifi. These were very stylist when I was a wee jewlet. I has dual input aux for pc, phone/mp3 player and can read MP3 CD's. Cannot wait to clean it up, service it and put in place by my PC at home.

Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed....

Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed...
On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust.
It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession...

Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason....
I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...

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