I think I'm starting to have a creative burnout due to regular burnout...

Somehow my latest "Just-for-fun" cosplay project that I just did for the sake of fun not for an upcoming convention or contest has become my "Frustration-Project". And that sucks!
The wig I'm styling for it is not making any progress and I have been working on and off on it for 2 Months...I never worked on such a complex wig re-styling with constructing a detachable Ponytail before, so I expected it to take longer... But whats frustratiing is that I dont't get to, or can't motivate myself to work on it for more than one hour per week on average. Which is really frustrating!
I really want to finis it to start on other things...I know if I just put it aside for other things I will never pick it up again to finish it.
I don't want it to end up on the unfinished project graveyard... =(

Apparently New Hampshire ranks #1 in Christmas spirit amongst The States.

The latest data is from 2022, which clearly isn't reflecting the fact that for the first time in the 14 years I've lived in this house, I actually have a proper Christmas tree this year. My girlfriend wanted one, so I got one for her.

We're actually planning on making decorations for it. As in, I'll be showing her how to use the bandsaw to cut various shapes out of 3mm Baltic birch plywood, and then they'll be painted.

https://www.newsweek.com/map-shows-united-states-christmas-spirit-1996710

Nightwish isn't Nightwish without Tarja anymore, say what you will. However, I like this collaboration she did with Steve 'n' Seagulls <3

#Exolon #1980s #videogames #videogamer #videogaming #metroidvania #RETROGAMING #retrogames
The younger - STUPID - generations will never understand the epicness of such games. End of discussion.

#retrogaming
New video games suck!
Also the new generation of people!
STUPID AS FUCK!

I Hope with RFK JR Coming in under the top health Position in the Trump Administration, That they can finally cure ALL cancers, BECAUSE THE ELITES MADE THE CURES DISAPEAR before they even got out their, Along with making some of the people who found those cures disappear to keep the industry larger, along with all the other cures diseases that they made disappear, People getting less diseases along with more people being cured of their disease would be amazing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RhF-YfLAhw0

Looong post...(Sorry I just need to dump this emotion somewhere. I don't have any friends left to dump it on...)

I think I don't enjoy spending time with my friend anymore. And this scaes me because I recently lost another good freind due to growing apart. And I don't want to lose this one too... I miss being careless just doing fun things forgetting the wories of the world for a while.

Today was not fun at all. Nothing at all like I imagined or how we planned the day: Just 2 gilfriends doing mundane girl things like shopping going for drinks and having a good time. That was the plan.

No, instead I spend the entire day people pleasing and enduring socializing with one of her old university friends we met, because she seemed to have a good time and I really wanted her to have a good time & fully enjoy this weekend as she has a lot of other troubles at home & I want to be her safe space/happy place.
I tolerated not doing any of the things we had planned, just to end the day with her emotion dumping on me how shitty and disappointing the reunion with her uni freind was and how no one wants to be friends with her if they don't benefit from her in one way or another...So I was the emotional Dumpster...

I am not meaning to blame her but she is doing the same thing to me: I am always her emotional dumpster who listends and gives advice. So she benefits from me. And all the things I want to do, the plans we made before are overthrown. By some kind of drama every time.
Last time we saw each other was the same: It was completely ruined, all plans were overthrown because of her bf making drama and me having to be the should to cry on and fix her up for most of the day. I am sick of spending "quality time" like this. I am always the one who's getting the short end and the disappointment.

And now I'm sitting here crying in frustration and disappointment beacue I really miss having my friend around and I want the carefree time back when we did the things we planned and had a good time: Go shopping and try on silly things for fun, go hiking and fool around in the autumn leaves, forget all troubles, laugh and just enjoy the simplest things in company of our comfort person.
All I want is to have something like this again:

#Greeks #Vikings #ancient #navigation #sea #exploration
https://greekreporter.com/2024/11/21/ancient-greeks-vikings/

#Germany #Bundeswehr #Deutschland #war #Krieg #NATO #OTAN #NATOFORUKRAINE #RussianUkrainianWar #RussiaUkraineConflict #RussianArmy #UkraineRussiaWar️️ #UkrainianRussianWar #Ukrainekrieg #Ukraine #invasion #secret_plan #German_Operation_Plan
https://mil.in.ua/en/news/german-companies-are-advised-to-prepare-for-war/

The turkey was never really a serious consideration for our national bird. The founding fathers were brilliant, but they also drank heavily and had a frat boy sense of humor that bordered on reckless abandon. Not quite as majestic like the eagle, but just as tasty with cranberry and stuffing