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  • Project 19.5 2001
    Don’t be scared it’s just an art
    https://youtu.be/KEIik6fPGNY?si=3-1jcOHoR2_kpKqY
    Project 19.5 2001 Don’t be scared it’s just an art https://youtu.be/KEIik6fPGNY?si=3-1jcOHoR2_kpKqY
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  • It’s been close to impossible to finding local friends to hang out and do art. I go to art shows I get Artist‘s phone number as I text them and they don’t reply. Lol so sorry I joined meet up and I get no response. Bumble BFF has been discontinued. So then I go on dating sites and people yell at me so if you are local and you would like to do art with me, please text me! (727) 479-9891

    I don’t know about you, but my depression always subsides when I’m creating art. And it’s always better when I have a friend to share the experience with even if we’re working on our own projects. That’s all I’m looking for.
    It’s been close to impossible to finding local friends to hang out and do art. I go to art shows I get Artist‘s phone number as I text them and they don’t reply. Lol so sorry I joined meet up and I get no response. Bumble BFF has been discontinued. So then I go on dating sites and people yell at me 😝😝😝 so if you are local and you would like to do art with me, please text me! (727) 479-9891 I don’t know about you, but my depression always subsides when I’m creating art. And it’s always better when I have a friend to share the experience with even if we’re working on our own projects. That’s all I’m looking for. 🥰
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  • Project 19.5 way back 1998
    https://youtu.be/9koSoEo-GmI?si=fr33ccMSAQHxS80j
    Project 19.5 way back 1998 https://youtu.be/9koSoEo-GmI?si=fr33ccMSAQHxS80j
    Goth Vibes
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  • I'm having an extremely shitty day. days of work for the bin because the detection failed. This project is being such a bitch. Great.. running on overtime again and for what it's not even giving me good results. I am so pissed by this. I can forget about my Hobbies and sports again. I'll just go to bed what's the point of having a life anyway. I just hate that this stupid company has such a major impact on my private life. More and more I envy the people who were laid off. Because they don't have to carry the burden of our leadership's incompetence anymore.
    I'm having an extremely shitty day. days of work for the bin because the detection failed. This project is being such a bitch. Great.. running on overtime again and for what it's not even giving me good results. I am so pissed by this. I can forget about my Hobbies and sports again. I'll just go to bed what's the point of having a life anyway. I just hate that this stupid company has such a major impact on my private life. More and more I envy the people who were laid off. Because they don't have to carry the burden of our leadership's incompetence anymore.
    Spooky Feels
    1
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  • XZanthia - Project 19.5 is the ethereal, experimental counterpart to my darker work—an evolving sound project rooted in ambient, noise, and esoteric electronic music. Originally begun in 1998, Project 19.5 explores liminal states, altered perception, and the space between signal and silence.
    https://youtu.be/1wC91bBXRvU
    XZanthia - Project 19.5 is the ethereal, experimental counterpart to my darker work—an evolving sound project rooted in ambient, noise, and esoteric electronic music. Originally begun in 1998, Project 19.5 explores liminal states, altered perception, and the space between signal and silence. https://youtu.be/1wC91bBXRvU
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  • Hmm either the company I work for has just given me some incredible leverage to practially demand a raise or the whole thing has a big catch and they hope that I am to gullible to see it.

    They recently laid off 20 % of the employees becasue of funding problems. Unfortunateley they also fired the person who was appointed officer for biological safetey... Now they desperateley need another employee to become that. But there is only a handfull of people who can thake the position as it has special requirements. Most suitable people don't want it because it is a hassle. I am amongst those few suited ones and they just asked me yesterday if I were interested in getting that extra qualification.
    TBH I don't really want the hassle that comes with it and I am planning to leave the company as soon as I find a better job anyway. But the qualification will look very hot on my resume...
    I have been fighting for a wage increase. Since I know they are desparate, I could practically bribe them into giving me a BIG fat raise or I will just not do it.
    What do I have to loose? They can only say no then I'll also say no too. So what? It is a voluntary extra position, they cannot fire me for declining the responsibility. For me, things will stay same and they'll still have no one to be Biological safetey officer. Their probelm.

    But I am not trusting them anymore so I kinda smell a rat (not the cute cuddly kind that smells like love and popcorn)...what could it be???
    Will I have to give up my project lead position? Is it a degradation in disguise? WHAt could be the catch???
    Time to do some research....
    Hmm either the company I work for has just given me some incredible leverage to practially demand a raise or the whole thing has a big catch and they hope that I am to gullible to see it. They recently laid off 20 % of the employees becasue of funding problems. Unfortunateley they also fired the person who was appointed officer for biological safetey... Now they desperateley need another employee to become that. But there is only a handfull of people who can thake the position as it has special requirements. Most suitable people don't want it because it is a hassle. I am amongst those few suited ones and they just asked me yesterday if I were interested in getting that extra qualification. TBH I don't really want the hassle that comes with it and I am planning to leave the company as soon as I find a better job anyway. But the qualification will look very hot on my resume... I have been fighting for a wage increase. Since I know they are desparate, I could practically bribe them into giving me a BIG fat raise or I will just not do it. What do I have to loose? They can only say no then I'll also say no too. So what? It is a voluntary extra position, they cannot fire me for declining the responsibility. For me, things will stay same and they'll still have no one to be Biological safetey officer. Their probelm. But I am not trusting them anymore so I kinda smell a rat (not the cute cuddly kind that smells like love and popcorn)...what could it be??? Will I have to give up my project lead position? Is it a degradation in disguise? WHAt could be the catch??? Time to do some research....
    Rotten Laughs
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  • So this post is not political but im pissed as hell they way things are right now,so im resurrecting my Hardcore Horror Punk project Graveyard Babies. Will start writing new music soon.....
    So this post is not political but im pissed as hell they way things are right now,so im resurrecting my Hardcore Horror Punk project Graveyard Babies. Will start writing new music soon.....
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  • Fracture (XZanthia - Project 19.5)
    XZanthia.com (XZanthia - Project 19.5) ASMR creepy, ambient noise, music
    https://youtu.be/zpSMb8zntFs
    Fracture (XZanthia - Project 19.5) XZanthia.com (XZanthia - Project 19.5) ASMR creepy, ambient noise, music https://youtu.be/zpSMb8zntFs
    Goth Vibes
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  • YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC This is music that refuses to sit still.
    It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background—
    it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance,
    never certain what’s about to unfold next.

    Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet.
    Just when you think you understand it,
    it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises.
    It’s an acquired taste, absolutely—
    not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic.
    This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption.

    I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you,
    to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer.
    To catch you enjoying tension,
    finding pleasure in resistance,
    realizing that discomfort can feel intimate
    when it refuses to let go.

    You may not always know what you’re hearing,
    but you’ll never be bored—
    because at any moment it’s ready to leap out,
    wrap around you,
    and pull you into that strange place
    where struggle feels like an embrace.



    Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape.

    Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease.

    In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity.

    Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality.

    This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
    YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC 👽💿🎤🎶🎵 This is music that refuses to sit still. It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background— it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance, never certain what’s about to unfold next. Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet. Just when you think you understand it, it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises. It’s an acquired taste, absolutely— not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic. This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption. I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you, to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer. To catch you enjoying tension, finding pleasure in resistance, realizing that discomfort can feel intimate when it refuses to let go. You may not always know what you’re hearing, but you’ll never be bored— because at any moment it’s ready to leap out, wrap around you, and pull you into that strange place where struggle feels like an embrace. Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape. Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease. In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity. Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality. This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
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  • XZanthia - Project 19.5 (The Unfolding) ALBUM: Catharsis
    https://youtu.be/_TnNvZ4tlUo
    XZanthia - Project 19.5 (The Unfolding) ALBUM: Catharsis https://youtu.be/_TnNvZ4tlUo
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