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  • Positively more satany . . . https://youtu.be/Tm4S1PbgV6Y
    Positively more satany . . . https://youtu.be/Tm4S1PbgV6Y
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  • Ahhh. My depression & anxiety is back to a 10. Three days ago we where told we have to move because our landlord is selling our home. Again. We were not finically prepared and have only 1 option. Noah n I r moving into a trailer at my fathers, I can’t bring my animals because they will b confined n neglected. My dog I’ve had 8years barks if left alone, n we both work full time. Etc. PJ is looking for a place to live, my nephew has to move back to Arizona, he’s been with me since my brother passed away n our friend/roommate was crying in our driveway when we pulled in last night from taking a load of my stuff to storage.
    This has made me physically ill. I’m soooooooo unhappy with moving into this situation however no one has the $ to pay first,last night security deposit @ a new place this fast other then our roommate n I, n I go out of the country for a month sept 3.
    I’m very worried about the stress this is gonna put in my relationship with pj & I’m still trying to finish my paintings for my solo show in a week in Orlando.
    I’m gonna make the best out of it, but it’s very hard to see anything positive about it. Living on my father’s property is immensely repressive and his personally is unusually difficult. he kicked us out 3 months ago because of small annoyances. He gave us 2 days to move. I swore I would never return & I stopped shooting daily life videos then because I’ve been so depressed. I just got on medication for my depression a week ago. Ahhh, the eggshells to walk on with my father or it will happen again.
    I have had no stability since 2018. Moving constantly, Landloards selling my home repeatedly without enough time to properly prepare for next chapter. I’m soooo glad I was never able to have kids, just seeing the stress this has put on my relationships & animals is horrible. I can’t imagine dragging a child through the shit that has been my life.
    I don’t share this to often, it’s to private and ugly, but this has been the second worse chapter of my life.
    With all the death, displacement & deletion of the platforms I have worked so hard on, it’s been very hard to want to move forward. My x that left me in 2018, when this all started. Loosing my st pete home I was in 8 years n my resort, often joked that “my life was in shambles”. Loosing him was devastating during that change. I’m grateful for PJ & Noah for sticking around. PJ 15 years, Noah 3 years. I’ve moved 7 times since I’ve been with Noah the last 3 years. This will be the 8th. PJ was crying in his sleep last night. His girlfriend of 4 years just ended it with him a month ago & he’s been taking it very hard.
    (Pj, Noah & I are polyamorous) I’m lucky in that field.
    There is sooooooo much more but that’s is only the stuff that I can say publicly.
    I have cryed soooo much in the last couple days my mussels hurt & im dehydrated. I wish I had 3 months to prepare. It’s 3-4am n I can’t sleep and I have work at 5am. I just want my life to stop sucking. I’m sick of pretending everything is ok. I just want to be ok. Even if only for 6 months without loosing someone or something huge.
    At least I no longer have to sleep in the bed, in the bedroom of my x Drew who died a year ago while he had been living with us off n on for 10 years. I still dream of him, not living in our space will help me move on from that trama. There is a silver ligning.

    Instagram.com/XZanthia_OctoShroom
    Ahhh. 😩 My depression & anxiety is back to a 10. Three days ago we where told we have to move because our landlord is selling our home. Again. We were not finically prepared and have only 1 option. Noah n I r moving into a trailer at my fathers, I can’t bring my animals because they will b confined n neglected. My dog I’ve had 8years barks if left alone, n we both work full time. Etc. PJ is looking for a place to live, my nephew has to move back to Arizona, he’s been with me since my brother passed away n our friend/roommate was crying in our driveway when we pulled in last night from taking a load of my stuff to storage. This has made me physically ill. I’m soooooooo unhappy with moving into this situation however no one has the $ to pay first,last night security deposit @ a new place this fast other then our roommate n I, n I go out of the country for a month sept 3. I’m very worried about the stress this is gonna put in my relationship with pj & I’m still trying to finish my paintings for my solo show in a week in Orlando. I’m gonna make the best out of it, but it’s very hard to see anything positive about it. Living on my father’s property is immensely repressive and his personally is unusually difficult. he kicked us out 3 months ago because of small annoyances. He gave us 2 days to move. I swore I would never return & I stopped shooting daily life videos then because I’ve been so depressed. I just got on medication for my depression a week ago. Ahhh, the eggshells to walk on with my father or it will happen again. I have had no stability since 2018. Moving constantly, Landloards selling my home repeatedly without enough time to properly prepare for next chapter. I’m soooo glad I was never able to have kids, just seeing the stress this has put on my relationships & animals is horrible. I can’t imagine dragging a child through the shit that has been my life. I don’t share this to often, it’s to private and ugly, but this has been the second worse chapter of my life. With all the death, displacement & deletion of the platforms I have worked so hard on, it’s been very hard to want to move forward. My x that left me in 2018, when this all started. Loosing my st pete home I was in 8 years n my resort, often joked that “my life was in shambles”. Loosing him was devastating during that change. I’m grateful for PJ & Noah for sticking around. PJ 15 years, Noah 3 years. I’ve moved 7 times since I’ve been with Noah the last 3 years. This will be the 8th. PJ was crying in his sleep last night. His girlfriend of 4 years just ended it with him a month ago & he’s been taking it very hard. (Pj, Noah & I are polyamorous) I’m lucky in that field. There is sooooooo much more but that’s is only the stuff that I can say publicly. I have cryed soooo much in the last couple days my mussels hurt & im dehydrated. I wish I had 3 months to prepare. It’s 3-4am n I can’t sleep and I have work at 5am. I just want my life to stop sucking. I’m sick of pretending everything is ok. I just want to be ok. Even if only for 6 months without loosing someone or something huge. At least I no longer have to sleep in the bed, in the bedroom of my x Drew who died a year ago while he had been living with us off n on for 10 years. I still dream of him, not living in our space will help me move on from that trama. There is a silver ligning. 😩 Instagram.com/XZanthia_OctoShroom
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  • #POTUS #Biden #virus #COVID #COVID_19 #positive

    https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cv2gj8314nqo
    #POTUS #Biden #virus #COVID #COVID_19 #positive https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cv2gj8314nqo
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    Biden tests positive for Covid, White House says
    President forced to cancel campaign speech in Las Vegas after presenting with mild symptoms.
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  • Top surgery on August 5th! Send well-wishes, prayers, good vibes, or whatever positive things your beliefs can send!
    Top surgery on August 5th! Send well-wishes, prayers, good vibes, or whatever positive things your beliefs can send!
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  • On a positive note. The winter heating bills are quite reasonable for those Bjork lovers.

    On a positive note. The winter heating bills are quite reasonable for those Bjork lovers.
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  • Empowering Tomorrow: Unleashing the Power of Commercial Solar Panel Installations

    In a world increasingly conscious of sustainable practices, the rising significance of solar energy in the commercial sector cannot be overstated. Businesses are proactively turning to commercial solar panel installations as strategic investments, aiming not only to reduce operational energy costs but also to align with broader sustainability goals. This paradigm shift signals a transformative era, where businesses recognize the dual benefits of cost savings and environmental responsibility through the adoption of commercial solar technologies.

    Driving Sustainability in Business Operations

    Commercial solar panel installations play a pivotal role in driving sustainability within business operations. The integration of solar energy allows businesses to substantially reduce their dependence on traditional power grids, leading to a noticeable decrease in carbon emissions. As businesses seek ways to fulfill their corporate social responsibility, commercial solar emerges as a tangible solution that aligns with global efforts to combat climate change. The adoption of solar technology in the commercial sector underscores a commitment to sustainable practices, contributing to a greener and healthier planet.

    Anticipating Future Trends and Advancements

    Looking forward, the commercial solar landscape in Australia is poised for transformative growth, anticipating future trends and technological advancements. The affordability of solar solutions coupled with innovations in energy storage positions businesses for greater independence from traditional power grids. The integration of smart technologies and advancements in solar efficiency promise businesses not just immediate financial gains but also long-term resilience and adaptability to future energy landscapes.

    Navigating Government Policies and Community Engagement

    As businesses navigate the dynamic landscape of government policies and incentives, active engagement with the community becomes a crucial aspect of successful commercial solar adoption. Staying informed about key trends and collaborating with local communities ensures businesses are not only compliant with evolving regulations but also fostering a positive perception of their commitment to sustainable practices. Engaging with local communities establishes a harmonious relationship, creating a shared vision for a cleaner, greener, and economically viable energy future.

    Summarizing Key Points for Businesses

    In summary, commercial solar panel installations offer businesses a pathway to immediate financial gains, reduced energy costs, and enhanced environmental responsibility. Embracing this transformative technology positions businesses at the forefront of sustainability, contributing to a resilient and eco-conscious future. It's not just an investment in power; it's a commitment to shaping a more sustainable and environmentally friendly tomorrow.


    Empowering Tomorrow: Unleashing the Power of Commercial Solar Panel Installations In a world increasingly conscious of sustainable practices, the rising significance of solar energy in the commercial sector cannot be overstated. Businesses are proactively turning to commercial solar panel installations as strategic investments, aiming not only to reduce operational energy costs but also to align with broader sustainability goals. This paradigm shift signals a transformative era, where businesses recognize the dual benefits of cost savings and environmental responsibility through the adoption of commercial solar technologies. Driving Sustainability in Business Operations Commercial solar panel installations play a pivotal role in driving sustainability within business operations. The integration of solar energy allows businesses to substantially reduce their dependence on traditional power grids, leading to a noticeable decrease in carbon emissions. As businesses seek ways to fulfill their corporate social responsibility, commercial solar emerges as a tangible solution that aligns with global efforts to combat climate change. The adoption of solar technology in the commercial sector underscores a commitment to sustainable practices, contributing to a greener and healthier planet. Anticipating Future Trends and Advancements Looking forward, the commercial solar landscape in Australia is poised for transformative growth, anticipating future trends and technological advancements. The affordability of solar solutions coupled with innovations in energy storage positions businesses for greater independence from traditional power grids. The integration of smart technologies and advancements in solar efficiency promise businesses not just immediate financial gains but also long-term resilience and adaptability to future energy landscapes. Navigating Government Policies and Community Engagement As businesses navigate the dynamic landscape of government policies and incentives, active engagement with the community becomes a crucial aspect of successful commercial solar adoption. Staying informed about key trends and collaborating with local communities ensures businesses are not only compliant with evolving regulations but also fostering a positive perception of their commitment to sustainable practices. Engaging with local communities establishes a harmonious relationship, creating a shared vision for a cleaner, greener, and economically viable energy future. Summarizing Key Points for Businesses In summary, commercial solar panel installations offer businesses a pathway to immediate financial gains, reduced energy costs, and enhanced environmental responsibility. Embracing this transformative technology positions businesses at the forefront of sustainability, contributing to a resilient and eco-conscious future. It's not just an investment in power; it's a commitment to shaping a more sustainable and environmentally friendly tomorrow.
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  • some positive vibes. im so gratefull cause today i got some food- NEver taking it for granted.
    some positive vibes. im so gratefull cause today i got some food- NEver taking it for granted.
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  • I had cake. That's pretty much the only positive thing that happened at work today. :D
    I had cake. That's pretty much the only positive thing that happened at work today. :D
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  • Best To Just Remember Anger for the Benefit of your positive self conscious. You in this world Alone and it's Cold
    Best To Just Remember Anger for the Benefit of your positive self conscious. You in this world Alone and it's Cold 🥶
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  • Symptom of Sleep Apnea

    Sleep apnea is a disorder in which your breathing is interrupted while you are asleep. Edge Dental provides continuous positive airway pressure (CPAP) for Sleep Apnea Treatment in Houston. Book sleep apnea dentist near your location in Houston and call us at - (281) 940-8940.

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    Symptom of Sleep Apnea Sleep apnea is a disorder in which your breathing is interrupted while you are asleep. Edge Dental provides continuous positive airway pressure (CPAP) for Sleep Apnea Treatment in Houston. Book sleep apnea dentist near your location in Houston and call us at - (281) 940-8940. https://www.edgedentalhouston.com/preventive-dentistry/snoring-sleep-apnea/
    Snoring & Sleep Apnea | Sleep Apnea Treatment | Symptom of Sleep Apnea
    Sleep apnea is a disorder in which your breathing is interrupted while you are asleep. Edge Dental provides continuous positive airway pressure (CPAP) for Sleep Apnea Treatment in Houston. Book sleep apnea dentist near your location in Houston and call us at - (281) 940-8940.
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