So apparently Facebook thinks I need fetish items lmao.
https://asparkiicandles.com/

Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed....

Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed...
On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust.
It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession...

Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason....
I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...

U think ill b successful in this world if I just beat up twinks and fuck bitches for a living?

White soccer moms make me nervous and I'll tell you why. I was perusing through the avocado section at the grocery today and this blonde Aryan poster woman wearing yoga pants and drinking sparking water taps me on the shoulder and asks me if the fruits were ripe. I said yea, but at my age they hang lower and are more robust than what you're used to. Tried to be friendly, but now I'm barred from store and her husband has threatened to meet me out in public when I least expect it. You gentiles sure a a contentious bunch!

yea girl ill suck ur titties so harf my face will cave in; camera pans to my face looking like one of them wrinkly dogs

I miss Meme_Gnosis. Not only is he the biggest knucklehead this side of the desert, he probably thinks Putin is a reincarnation of Peter the Great.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pw4O5oovNz4

I think Danzig is really Jim Morrison tho. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=paQch7D6nnM