Let's be honest. My friendship is not for free.

Well it's time to tidy up the apartment again and check whether a 15-year-old friendship is still working this weekend

[JoeMomma] This is how you should deal with the cops. I'm told the sheik and Trump are very close buddies. Offered him a jet as a token of their friendship.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRoDUoL465Y

The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'...
They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on...
And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out.
I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill.
Real friendship is a myth...

"Once the rain is over, an umbrella becomes a burden to carry. - That's why loyalty ends when benefits stop."

Yeah...
I'm experiencing that a lot. As soon as their problems are solved or they have dumped their emotional burden on me there is suddenly no time to listen to my troubles...as soon as I start sharing I'm dropped or quickly disregarded with one sentence...and people wonder why I never open up and talk about things easily...

And once they stop benefiting from me altogether the friendship dies out... I'm not just worth being kept around just for the sake of it.
It's not like I haven't been struggling with self loathing for months and my self view wasn't already ruined on many levels...

In Finland, we also celebrate friendships on Valentine's day, it's not just a day celebrated by couples.
Hyvää ystävänpäivää, mun kaverit! :)))

#friendship

Nature, Art, and Friendship A Fun-Filled Day Out New Video Alert!!! youtube.com/watch?v=nqdKUcFDA-I

https://people.com/movies/chris-evans-jokes-with-jeremy-renner-about-snowplow-after-his-accident/

LoL. That's friendship at its best. Joking during harsh times.