"Don't let your mind bully your body"
I should engrave that onto my bathroom mirror...
my self view on so many aspects beside body image has been very bad lately because of depression and feeling abandoned by all my close friends ... like I'm not worth to be kept around. It has started to affect my body too...I'm starting to have ED behavioral patterns come back and starting to have some weird health issues... Now I need to run to the overcrowded doctors again. It's so much of a hassle to get appointments and don't miss outvon work. Where I have to outperform at the moment too bc I got a new boss and want a raise...

Why is it that when you go to a larger modern clinic with two front desk persons one of them is at least trying to help you out while the other is always a beast that wants to get rid of you asap.?!
I'm already at the verge of tears and feel helpless being mean doesn't help with that! A doctors place should make you feel safe and like you are in good hands...

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Why are doctors such morons?

Well...my mind/heart is sad... my aunt ( my dad's sister ) is on her way to heaven... my cousin told my mom that the doctors already told them to prepare for the inevitable cause she will have very few days left among us.. and even sadder is that her husband ( my uncle ) health is very fragile and i wont see him survive her passing much time longer... they are both pass 80's ...