couldnt care less

wtf is hempstead united and why am i asking if i dont care to look it up its a soccer team right

I cleaned up the up the hifi inside and out, and did mantainace. Few caps needed replacing. In a stroke of luck the CD lens to these things can be replaced with generic Chinese ones. I added a Bluetooth device to the AM Radio input, I can still receive AM if I wanted to but since its dead in the UK I added a Bluetooth Card instead.

Stupidest comment I saw today was trans people rarely kill others biological white men kill more people.. first Im not entirely sure if that is true but if that is the basis of your argument.. Robin Westman was born biologically male and white. Instead of caring how the crap they identified why not care about the 2 deceased children ages 8 and 10 and the 14 plus other victims though wounded will survive. This is the problem we're more worried about what to call the headline than the actual victims. You dont have to like my comment but I said what I said. I don't care who you identify as or who you sleep with you murder a child you are a piece of crap no matter how you identify.

So after blocking the closure of hotels in the UK to be used to house Illegal mirgrants, and the home office admitting it cares more for illegal mirgrants than the British people. Protests are turning from peaceful to aggressive, the police being hostle and are fanning the flames.

In other news local coucils who try the same thing as Epping, will be sanctioned by West Minister Government leading to all out war with 'Little Britian' as Labour, Reform, and Conversative Coucils fight the burden of unwanted and unwelcome migrants being forced on them.

I'm at the verge of crying every day...Wednesdays and Thursdays are always the hardest work days for me currently. I practically have to drag myself to work everyday and it's hardest on these days.
Next Monday I have a 1:1 with my boss...I hope I can address the issues. Although I would prefer to talk to another person First to get their opinion before taking to my boss. I think that would be more strategic but I will not have a meeting with them until next Wednesday. And I don't think I can wait this long...the longer leave this unresolved the more anxiety I'm developing about this. It's such a dilemma: be strategic and tall to the righ person first, but deal with my fears and anxiety a week longer or just talk to my boss directly without having that other insight. I feel so burdened by it. And no one can really help me except those 2 supervisors. So I have to carry this until they have one for me.
I can barely focus on the little work I do have and that makes my anxiety even worse because I feel even more useless and like I'm not performing well that makes and my fears that they are planning to let me go even worse...