I just had a meltdown in the lab...because I'm burned and spent by this shit. This company has burned me completely and I'm just a walking pile of ash. Every passing day I wish more and more that I was one of the people that were layed off or that I would have an accident break and ankle or so and get a sick leave for a few weeks. Just to catch a breath and be an unexpected gap on the personal.
It's not the stress that's getting me I actually don't think the workload is overwhelming at the moment it's average and manageable. It's the lack of pay and appreciation that bothers me. I came on Saturdays I came on Sundays gave 110% to make them see that I am worth getting the same pay as the others and instead I get a warm sweaty handshake and a chocolate I can't even eat.
And I'm still trying to give a 110 percent that I don't even have in me anymore why because of revenge because I want it to hurt heavily when I leave and I want to see them in false security about my loyalty. But I'm not even sure that's worth it...
At this point I just wish for a new job opportunity and hope the company goes bankrupt so that I can get social support. I wouldn't get that for a few months if I resigned without a new job.

BREAKING: Sen. John Kennedy drops the bluntest line on the Senate floor:

“Illegal immigration is illegal. DUH!”— and he’s daring Washington to enforce the laws it passed.

this one time by buddy keith got suspended from school because he flushed the class hamster down the toilet

One good point about being the only one posting tonight...I can be assured of rebuttal to my political posts that doesn't involve Trump, Frank Stallone, or your mother!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3FI47rk4VU

Democrats are expressing concerns and fear that body cameras could be ICE's new Mass Surveillance tool and could infringe on the privacy rights of protesters.

Reality:
Bodycams dispell narratives, that's why agitators hate them

It's much easier to break the law and run away, then when the police are about to get you, you turn the camera on and pretend to be a victim

Had this for the first time in a small town north east of San Antonio. It was so good, I’m going to try to make it . Just hope it’s as good as the diner’s was.
https://www.allrecipes.com/recipe/236805/king-ranch-chicken-casserole/

Scientists have discovered a 1 inch bulge roughly an area the size of Chicago at Yellowstone National Park. As you are aware, Yellowstone sits atop a massive super volcano and if it blows, say goodbye to your petty political differences, your job status, what you had for breakfast. Sobering thought, but at 1 inch I'd hardly call that a bulge and I damn sure wouldn't be bragging about it!

https://cowboystatedaily.com/2026/01/25/yellowstone-scientists-monitoring-chicago-sized-bulge-along-volcanos-north-rim/

This is not news. Trump has an autographed photo of a shirtless David Hasselhoff in the bedroom alongside Melania's posters of Nickelback on the wall.

https://www.newsweek.com/putin-photo-in-the-white-house-raises-eyebrows-11428191