I am 6'2'', 175 pounds, working out (swimming, weights, Aikido, MMA), aged 53 (bday today) and my ugly fat female cousin told me that I gained weight which I shouldn't, as she persisted. My reaction towards this ugly fuck:

#videogames #GamingCommunity #gamingvideos #GamingContent #GamingGuide #EndofAbyss #postapocalyptic #scifi #dark_scifi
https://venturebeat.com/games/epic-games-and-section-9-have-an-atmospheric-action-adventure-in-end-of-abyss-preview/

Please stop with the random posts. It serves no purpose, I don't know or care who's idea it is, but it only proves as a distraction. Akin to Trump or Wizard of Oz telling us there's no incompetent man behind the curtain. Wanna be proficient? Kick it like was 2020. One feed, with as little spam and whoever plays webmaster as possible!

Thunderbolts movie was a great story with good action. Better than I expected. Also Speak No Evil was thrilling and suspenseful. I strongly recommend both.

So, a former coworker is fishing for sympathy on social media, because April was " one of the worst months of his life." Why? Well, he had to have one of his cats put down...I get that, he had that cat for about 13 years, and while I don't care for cats much myself, he does and after having it so long that must have been rough. But he is just as heart broken, if not more so, because his PS5 broke the same month. I'd expect that reaction if he were a kid, or even a teenager, but this guy's in his late 30s. Wtf.

Either I'm too stupid for social interactions or I'm just getting along with private social understandings a lot less lately than I already do.

I really don't have many friends, which is a shame because I normally like company, but my last experiences with company or trying to socialize or make friends were more or less a disaster.
I'm beginning to suspect that this is more of a primal human feeling of envy, not having many friends (greed for something more) when I look at the whole thing reflectively.

It's just ridiculous how clear and open communication is thrown out the window and is seen as a strange, perverse kind of challenge to some people.

Somehow it has become hard for me to enjoy my socia shutdown alone time. Sometimes I just need to recharge my social batteries and shut myself in for a weekend doing things I enjoy alone like painting and sewing. And sometimes I need several weekends on a row.. But lately I often feel guilty doing this. Today too...Especially if others have asked if I wanna do something or join a get together. Even if they are understanding bc they are also introverted and get it. I feel like they just said it to be nice but are actually upset and think that I am selfish...
But a the same time I hate not having so much time for my hobbies anymore so I look forward to be able to spend an entire weekend on them. Is it selfish to prioritize this over social interactions? I have picked up all these hobbies in the past as way fix the loneliness I experienced for always being the odd one with very little friends. Now I love art more than people because it was always there for me when people weren't. I think thats why it makes me feel guilty now that there are people who want to spend time with me.
Lately I have been struggleing with this thought a lot...but I really need to recharge in order to not completely explode or break down.

#aliens #movies #reaction
Younger generations react to ALIENS...
https://youtu.be/VYC7HeKK9pw