#videogames #GamingCommunity #gamingvideos #GamingContent #GamingGuide #EndofAbyss #postapocalyptic #scifi #dark_scifi https://venturebeat.com/games/epic-games-and-section-9-have-an-atmospheric-action-adventure-in-end-of-abyss-preview/

Do you ever just randomly have an incredibly good mood for no reason? Like someone flipped a switch? just earlier as I was doing my skincare after shower, one of my favorite songs came on my playlist and all of a sudden I found myself dancing and full of energy just enjoying the vibe. I haven't felt like that for months... Not sure if it's the post convention high, or if I'm just slowly going mad 😂 But I needed that. Just finding enjoyment in little things...

decided to restyle all my cosplays wigs today for the upcoming conventions 🙃

Great...I caught a cold on Saturday... I was hoping the event would pull me out of my apathy and I get some of my spark back... Got a cold & fatigue instead. what wrong with my body!? This is the third cold I caught this year. I used to rarely get sick. Like only once a year. Maybe I'm really eating too little...

I think depression has killed my spark... Even though I am working through the things depressing me and starting to find closure. I feel like the fire within me is gone too. Snuffed to not even a spark. I'm not even looking forward to the big events that l love visiting so much. They are just there on the agenda. And I will go there because I know I will regret not going. But there is no enthusiasm about them right now. No anticipation nor excitement. Idk if it is because I have been visiting that next upcoming event for over 10 years, or if it is because these were events I used to visit with friends but they don't come anymore...idk I just don't feel any excitement or anticipation and that's scary. Looking forward to these events used to cheer me up a lot.. I'm sorry to all the (very few) people wo love me for my bubbly enthusiasm, infectious excitement, and passionate personality...that fire is gone...

i love sitting with my ass cheeks spred open if i have a plumber crack it just ventilates my asswhole

#videogames #cyberpunk #adventure #oldskool #retro https://gamespace.com/all-articles/news/neon-hearts-city-invites-players-to-kick-it-old-style-in-a-cyberpunk-point-and-click/

India is using Russian missiles and can strike Pakistan, Pakistan is using Chinese missiles and has failed to hit India with all its missiles shot down, Take a minute to think about what this really means, THE CHINESE MISSILES ARE INFERIOR TO RUSSIAN MISSILES, China is in fact a paper tiger, well at the very least when it comes up against Russian military and its equiptment, for those of you wondering if Russia is still the worlds 2nd or even first strongest military that answer is yes USA and Russia are the worlds 2 strongest militaries by far and the chinese have spent the last 10 years building up a military with weapons much less effective then Russia. And the chinese are now coming up to the next 10 years possibly of some negative growth and will eventually collapse Meaning China is out of time economically to become even the worlds 2nd strongest army, And this centaury goes to USA and Russia for having the best militaries again! https://youtu.be/onz02GFZ_qI?si=-4L7o1v6TYJ7XMbB

France working with Saudi Al Qaeda Member, aL-Sharaa, is pretty pathetic, France surrendered during ww2 and now they're surrendering to Al Qaeda, lol Syria is a terrorist State run by Al Qaeda under a Saudi Arabian "president", which is why Israel is bombing them and preventing them from using the Syrian Government's (Assad Government) assets. Syria under Al Qaeda would not hesitate to attack France with a terrorist attack, so France shouldn't be running to them and sucking up to them.

Kinda been feeling bled dry lately and currently fleeing myself into an endless loop of doomwatching some historical documentaries post work. I look at some upcoming events in my work and personal calendar that I've been looking forward to, and meanwhile I hear an inner voice whispering a quiet "why" to me.... I think I should take a vacation and go away... Far, far away from people