On the seventh day, G-D created beer. And Hebrew drank the beer, and saw that it was good!

Wish me luck I need to leave my bunker and venture into the sun, I need a haircut, and some supplies. Not even midday and you could could cook eggs on my tin roof!

https://media1.tenor.com/m/v4BuHALCIZsAAAAd/konata-lucky-star.gif

#ghosttwt #ghostadventures #ghosts #scarycomps #scary #paranormal #supernaturalmystery
https://youtu.be/jlpD41zwTrs

I'm SO FREAKING MAD and need to vent! I completely fell into a false marketing trap!
I spent months searching for a new smartwatch/Fitnesstracker and I thought I finally found one that fills my needs and has a dainty design that fits my small wrists. (Most of these watches are huge and I don't like that)... and there were even cute options to exchange the wristband for this one. I thought I found the perfect watch for me
Today the thing finally arrived and I was so excited! Well turns out the thing can't measure & track indirect blood pressure, WHICH IS THE MAIN REASON I NEED A TRACKER. But it was advertised with a feature for Blood pressure tracking. It does have that but you have to measure with another device the watch just reminds you to do it...THIS IS GARBAGE, becaue it can measure blood oxygen and heart rate and these things are measured with the SAME friggin sensor tech at the SAME wavelenght!!! They were just too lazy to programm the conversion mode into the app.
And YES I know the blood pressure function of these watches are not comparable to proper measurement with a pressure manchette. But it can give me a rough idea of the blood pressure throughout the day when I can't sit down with a pressure manchette and that is what I need. For accurate measurements I do have an accurate device.
No now I have to start my search all over again! All the Smartwatches that still have the indirect bloodpressure tracking are just huge and ugly....This really ruined my day!

#videogames #GamingCommunity #gamingvideos #GamingContent #GamingGuide #EndofAbyss #postapocalyptic #scifi #dark_scifi
https://venturebeat.com/games/epic-games-and-section-9-have-an-atmospheric-action-adventure-in-end-of-abyss-preview/

Do you ever just randomly have an incredibly good mood for no reason? Like someone flipped a switch?
just earlier as I was doing my skincare after shower, one of my favorite songs came on my playlist and all of a sudden I found myself dancing and full of energy just enjoying the vibe.
I haven't felt like that for months...
Not sure if it's the post convention high, or if I'm just slowly going mad
But I needed that. Just finding enjoyment in little things...

decided to restyle all my cosplays wigs today for the upcoming conventions

Great...I caught a cold on Saturday...
I was hoping the event would pull me out of my apathy and I get some of my spark back...
Got a cold & fatigue instead. what wrong with my body!? This is the third cold I caught this year. I used to rarely get sick. Like only once a year.
Maybe I'm really eating too little...

I think depression has killed my spark...
Even though I am working through the things depressing me and starting to find closure. I feel like the fire within me is gone too. Snuffed to not even a spark. I'm not even looking forward to the big events that l love visiting so much. They are just there on the agenda. And I will go there because I know I will regret not going. But there is no enthusiasm about them right now. No anticipation nor excitement.
Idk if it is because I have been visiting that next upcoming event for over 10 years, or if it is because these were events I used to visit with friends but they don't come anymore...idk I just don't feel any excitement or anticipation and that's scary. Looking forward to these events used to cheer me up a lot..
I'm sorry to all the (very few) people wo love me for my bubbly enthusiasm, infectious excitement, and passionate personality...that fire is gone...