Things have been...well...just insane. I've had a lot of appointments and am taking care of my mental health,going gluten free witch is incredibly difficult. My Bandcamp will be active again soon,I'm still playing guitar and bass working on new things as I type. Still making my photography as well. Got this concert coming up,fellow redhead ginger warrior friend of mine will hopefully be meeting me at the venue,going to be heavy !

a sqwheel is a
squeeky wheel
sqwheel like a little real
cosmic dread
i built it
everytime the s7n comes up i try and smoke it
and i dont wanna die/be
diebe(thethieves) in kansas anymor
iwanna bein london

This album is pure genius. Every time I play this for someone they flip the fuck out. https://youtu.be/AGnwrEuPpGs?si=1E3vEKEuSsNSAsv-

Getting through (or trying to) one of the toughest work weeks I've ever had,thanksgiving week right before always is insane and it doesn't stop there (I think I mentioned last year the turkeys literally "Flying off the shelves") not getting my hopes up for a chill week this week at all,I do have some PTO so I might try to plan something if I'm able,I never like to stop or quit so I just go go go as much as I can...I DID get to go see Spirit Box with Periphery and another band,it was a great concert as I've been a fan of SpiritBox for awhile. My best friend of 13 years and I went,upgraded our seats from the standing balcony to sitting with tables,totally worth it! The bands we all tight and so so talented,SpiritBox totally kicked butt and my neck is still recovering from all the headbanging I did,overall amazeing and much needed !

Mental illness has spread. Bring back insane asylums. It’s a CHILD. Children can not make a decision, hence not know whether or not it’s a boy/girl. Let them be ! Let them just BE a child.
https://x.com/AVGirl4Life/status/1987004852875243945

President Trump and Erika Kirk, used the Charlie Kirk Memorial as a Political Publicity Stunt to score points and spread President Trump's message. Classless, and I didn't like that trophy wife using his (Charlie's) name as a way to 'Jump Start' her public career, and it will fail, due to how transparently obvious it was that the whole thing was staged and not genuine.

The whole, cold, heartless, "I forgive the killer" will definitely not make her the overnight sensation that they think it will.

Nothing screams 'Staged & Propaganda' like President Trump making it all about himself and his Regime than hugging the dead man's wife, which is sad.

I do hope that Charlie Kirk gets a real, genuine Memorial that celebrates his life, without the needless pandering of his wife, trying to go vial for a public career and without Trump propagandizing it.

There are some moments in life, where people shouldn't be self promoting and trying to make a name for themselves, and this was one of those moments: Politics and personal agendas shoulda been far from the stage, the only thing that should have been on stage, should have been: Respect for him, respect for his accomplishments.

ARKANSAS
Starting: 7/1/2026
Restricts: Restricts purchase of soda, fruit and vegetable drinks with less than 50% natural juice, unhealthy drinks, and candy.

https://governor.arkansas.gov/news_post/usda-approves-sanders-waiver-to-ban-soft-drinks-unhealthy-drinks-and-candy-from-food-stamps-program/?fbclid=IwY2xjawMXXa1leHRuA2FlbQIxMABicmlkETFRRDBkUG1xWVNnUFhoYXVXAR69urv6zCwwpNHi4aqAuYIv7u5vqjU4-WjtCtmvXsoHLrrwjjtbiChLM9LXfA_aem_l06tlRf4zy_x5HNSf2OsYg

Do you know that feeling when, after a good time, the world comes crashing down even harder than expected?
I wish it were just the blues after one of the best times I've ever had, but somehow the shit just keeps piling up every day.

Not only do I have a lot of work to do, but I also have to compensate for three people, and instead of support, I only get statements that downplay the actual workload, and I just end up angry, exhausted, and “done” with my job.

On top of that, there is a current family disaster that I am currently unable to deal with mentally, so I am completely withdrawing.
Unfortunately, it is so severe that it completely paralyzes me.
I want to be there for my family, but I can't.
My head is screaming to escape, but I don't know where to go anymore.
With every breath I take, it feels as if the air is made of lead.

What I'm currently reading, out of curiosity: The Find-A-Grave burials for the "State of Ohio Asylum for the Insane Cemetery"

#MorbidCuriosity

https://www.findagrave.com/cemetery/2194928/memorial-search?page=1#sr-218003387