#Introvert

So apparentaly some 68 y/o lady with a weapon decided to f up the hospital around the corner and now there is a large scale police operation on my block...Blue party light been going on for hours. Never seen so many ambulances at one spot. I hope they only transport the patients to another Hospital... Hope there are no new injurys.

Well there is only one thing left to do when society falls around you.
Lock your self in your bubble like the true introvert you are...Time to bedazzle my cosplay I guess. Happy places and sparkles...

I really don't wanna.
Aside from the fact that I'm gonna have to "dump" a person today I just generally don't feel like going out today. I'm just so mentally exhausted from this week. I had a grat week but it was still draining my introvert batteries very much.
But I can't postpone this any more I want to get the elephant out of the room. It'll only get more awkward if I wait any longer.

I'm on the weird edge between being excited and not wanting tomorrow to come. My working self is totally not looking forward to tomorrow. I have to be at work 1 1/2 hours earlier than usual. I hate getting up so fucking early.
But my private self has been looking forward to Friday all week.
And my introvert self is kinda afraid. It will be a long and exhatusting day on so many levels.

wooooh somehow survived the arkwardness of the company dinner. Now I'm finally free to retrieve deep into my cave and do introvert stuff.

Somehow im Not really looking Forward to the weekend. So many apartments to view. It will be really draining my introvert batteries. But I have to if o want to get a bigger apartment...But fml all of them are so expensive...

Other Introverts will get this!

I am very proud of myself today because:
- I called a stranger about an appartment offer
- Took a call from another stranger
- went to spontaneous apartment viewing

and all that whithout an anxiety attack and with less than an hour of emotional preparation

Kind of Curious...Like George.

One of my opinions on Transsexuals is they have a large percentage of autstics/aspies.

I had read about it before and it made sense.

Slightly weird, introverts, can't make eye contact, victim material for bullies.

Not all, but a larger percentage than it should be making it into a pattern.

So if you are one, or know of one who is a close friend would you say I'm kinda correct and they all have their lives are constant drama and sadness who constantly need attention?

Or would you think that it's made of mostly clear minded disciplined driven people?

Fourth night out in a row; my inner introvert is screaming at me Attending an Oxford style debate at our liberty clubhouse.