Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD?
I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future...
I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

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"Once the rain is over, an umbrella becomes a burden to carry. - That's why loyalty ends when benefits stop."

Yeah...
I'm experiencing that a lot. As soon as their problems are solved or they have dumped their emotional burden on me there is suddenly no time to listen to my troubles...as soon as I start sharing I'm dropped or quickly disregarded with one sentence...and people wonder why I never open up and talk about things easily...

And once they stop benefiting from me altogether the friendship dies out... I'm not just worth being kept around just for the sake of it.
It's not like I haven't been struggling with self loathing for months and my self view wasn't already ruined on many levels...

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I hope Judge Dugan gets the book thrown at her and locked up for years, in order to keep our streets safe.

Disrespecting the criminal illegal's abuse victims to their face by trying to help the Woman beater escape the law, Pathetic.

Just another example of how Democrats hate women and are NOT the Party that cares about Women.

Not. a. single. Time.
Texted with my friend all evening. Not a single time did she ask how I was feeling if I got better since the last time we talked. Even when I hinted towards my depression. She did not ask further. It was probably too bothtersome. Just complaining on how bored she is, how she didn't know what to eat blah blah blah.
That's what I'm good for. To reach out to when there is nothing else to do. Or when there's emotions to dump. That's my use? Is The reason to exist in her circle? I'm so sick and tired of only existing when I have a function.

"Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear" Again only been seen when I'm of use... A friend of mine is texting me. I thought she wanted to check on me because I told her 2 werks ago that I'm down the ditch and not doing well...turns out she's just bored because she sprained her ankle and can't go out and her dick boyfriend does not do shit to entertain her... She's an extrovert so she thrives outside with company...
I'm just the entertainment and the emotional dump to rant about her bf again...not a single question on how I have been doing...

Crazy ass people thinking that if Vance wins in 2028, that he'll screw himself out of the Presidency for Trump, lol

Not only is that undemocratic, Winning and immediately resigning, but thats also stupid, lol.

You've got "Trump Derangement Syndrome" and you've also got, "Trump Addictionn Syndrome", and both are very bad mental disorders, lol

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JoeMomma I know you're lurking, I can hear your sweet gothic embrace.

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