I forced myself to work at least 1h every day on that blasted wig and I'm finally making progress in re-arranging all the wefts. I'st starting to be fun again...Soon I' can get to the fun Styling part =) My Plan is to have at least the weft sweing part finished by the end of this year. And since I leave for home on sunday, I have to finish that part this week! Also I found the perfect fabric for the missing cape of this cosplay today!

A colleague at work has expressed the idea of organizing a wreck fest party on the last office day next week.
But one on the most deliberate level: Tetra pack mulled wine and broken pastries.
The lowest level... sounds fun :D

Yaaayy! I'm pretty again when I smile lika a lunatic
I found a dentist who was willing to fix me tooth without appointment and he was quite skillful too! Reconstructed my tooth permanently so don't need to get a dental crown!!! Think I found my new go to dentist in town!
I know I was probably very dramatic about the whole thing....I just struggle a lot with body dismorphia and my teeth are something about me that I actually find OK, if not even pretty. So having a very visible tooth broken apart (again!) made me feel really ashamed to talk without covering my face. Also it gives a terrible lisp and I was bullied for having a slight lisp as a kid so this was anoter hit on the insecurity bingo card for me...
I'm just very particular about my teeth ok?
After all I'm short I need them to bite y'alls ankles when you piss me off :D:D:D

Creating magic in the new studio Exploring painting and glasswork—stay tuned for the creative process to unfold!
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Anyone else hating quarter ends?
I surely do. The office is slowly getting packed again and I haven't managed to get my coffee yet because the coffee machines aren't running. Pretty sure I'm gonna murder someone if they don't fix the damn coffee machine soon. :^)

I think I'm starting to have a creative burnout due to regular burnout...

Somehow my latest "Just-for-fun" cosplay project that I just did for the sake of fun not for an upcoming convention or contest has become my "Frustration-Project". And that sucks!
The wig I'm styling for it is not making any progress and I have been working on and off on it for 2 Months...I never worked on such a complex wig re-styling with constructing a detachable Ponytail before, so I expected it to take longer... But whats frustratiing is that I dont't get to, or can't motivate myself to work on it for more than one hour per week on average. Which is really frustrating!
I really want to finis it to start on other things...I know if I just put it aside for other things I will never pick it up again to finish it.
I don't want it to end up on the unfinished project graveyard... =(

I put your man on a leash
Watch him beg and crawl
He’s under my spell now
I make him feel small.
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I'm throwing a Christmas party for you gentiles this weekend. It's a little tucked away play place, used to be on Howell. Now the address is 625 Cowan Avenue. Some of you may be familiar with a bathroom stall there.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUbMw8aHEG0

I've never really been a fan of the Christmas season.
People preach goodness and mercy but the towns are more like a miserable masquerade party...

Between the beautifully decorated stalls, the crowds jostle and mob each other. accompanied by the booming horns of drivers in the background arguing about the overcrowded parking lots.

I'm actually more of an extrovert, but this overcrowding makes me feel unspeakably uncomfortable, which pushes me back into my empty apartment.

Fan Boy
Would you like me to listen when you’re blue?
Link here: https://youtu.be/57tvSU0sbc4?si=a8lLw5W2Np4PpDHH


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