I wouldn't mind if it doesn't rain here for months. The flood waters have now receded and some sections of town are a mess. And sadly, some people have lost their life. These so called 500 year floods by the experts seem to be happening with some frequency. Ol' Hebrew made it out unscathed, but it was close Tuesday night. I don't know what you goths would do without me If I was swept away by the water.

I am so proud of myself. I have dealt with heartbreak and found a new love all in the same year. Divorce sucks , but I think my heart has been hurting for along time. I’m happy I can pick myself back up. Living on my own is going to be different but it’s needed. I am in the process of finding myself again, because she’s been lost for about 5 years.

You guys wanna see what 8 inches of rain in 5 hours does to a city's infrastructure? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9-omLD8OU0

My hoilday time is coming up I am going to Las Vegas. Nothing like grabbing a cute couple of Mexican Midgets, copious amount of booze and partying likes its the 1980s all over again.

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Crazy past few days. So I just found out after going to the doctors and 3 other medical places,one MRI..THAT I'm infected with a parasite. So have to have surgery (again...sigh) tommarrow,not looking forward to it but it must be done. UPDATE: The procedure is not till the week after next.

Had been at this year's M'era Luna Festival germany and really had a blast again! 🖤 I met so many friendly familiar faces and also got to know new people :) Not sure about what I liked most about it: the bands, the people, the camp, or just the whole atmosphere. Do you know that clichéd feeling of teenage summer camp blues that is so exaggerated in the media? Those summer camps where everyone says, “Let's be friends forever”? I don't know, but that's exactly how I feel right now. As far as I'm concerned, the festival could easily last two days longer 😅 . I'm already looking forward to next year's festival! 🥰

https://youtube.com/shorts/osJFku0QKOo?si=W4I_cmufXgMme92y Possibly the best chairshot in history. The commentating and fans made it that much better.

I was deleted… Again again again. This is my new profile. Instagram.com/XZanthia.MUSIC

The Pulse That Outlives Me Since I was small, my hands have itched for the weight of something new, the warm breath of an idea still wet from birth. While others chased nights strung with music and lights, I chased the hum beneath my ribs— that low, holy vibration that says: Make. Make. Make. I am not afraid of death— only of silence, of the stillness that comes when the last word dries, when the last color fades from my palette. Some people fear missing the party. I fear missing the next perfect shiver of creation, the one that seizes my spine like lightning, the one that says: Here. This is yours. Make it real before it slips away forever. Even as a child, I knew my bones would be dust one day. But a poem— a song, a shadow on film, a brushstroke on canvas— that could outlive me. That could keep my voice whispering in the ears of strangers long after my name is forgotten. So I make. I bleed ink. I sweat pigment. I dream in shapes and sounds. Every piece is a fragment of the monument I am building to outlast my pulse. And when I am gone, let them find my works scattered like constellations— each one a flare I sent into the dark, each one still burning, still warm, still breathing my name. https://www.blogger.com/u/7/blog/post/edit/7919007891465025240/49843031849199149