The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'...
They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on...
And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out.
I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill.
Real friendship is a myth...

Hey LeftBehind, you haven't posted in a while. If you're looking for another red-blooded male to manipulate. I love the abuse!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZwI02OHtZTg

Peak adulting is when you get a new vacuum and end up doing a hardcore deepclean after finishing a full tabata workout and still have energy left. It is kinda sad that the joys in life have come down to this....I felt too guilty splurging on a new phone to get such a rush, but the vacuum no guilts...
How sad is that.

I'll tell you what the problem is, InfernalHate. You tag the same 3 people every post. The rest of us peasants feel left out, somehow not important enough to play in your Schutzstaffel games. Just being real here. The Finns and Argentines are only in it for the likes!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIRnecKnYgo

LeftBehind

Interview day. Only 2 and a half hours left.

ConsumedByDarkness , CristallDarcy , Affectmentis ,LeftBehind Ihr habt es so gewollt "Andy Lubitz - Medikamenten Manfred" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=510A3LKgfLU

ConsumedByDarkness , Affectmentis , CristallDarcy , LeftBehind
"Dreh den SWAG auf - MONEY BOY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6IUg8HG738

I know that lately I don't really post anything else than music....But listening and discovering unknown bands or deep diving into my old music library is the only thing that I can do while going about my busy days. Lately there is not much time or energy left for other hobbies....
with that... here is what sweetened my evening today while i was driving my brother around...
https://youtu.be/GSz51onJTM8

LeftBehind I think you meant o post this He-Man song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZ5LpwO-An4