First time i really looked in my phone for days. I went completely silent for days. I couldn't find the motivation to respond to my friends anymore. I still lack the motivation to do most things. I don't even get out of bed if I don't have to. Just sleep and silence. Looking at my phone & respond to all these people is just too much. Makes me feel worse anyways so I didn't wanna deal with them. Maye this is an effeort to try and speak. Ramble on a site no one uses anyways. Like talking to the void. It kinda helps. Its easier than talking to someone. The void is a good listener. https://youtu.be/UDtiFLqHzoQ