Heh. I am at this stage in my career where I think I could be a manager already considering all the skills I've acquired during the years YET for some reason, when I apply for those positions or when I work hard towards achieving that, I would just get pushed back. "Oh, Matti, we just don't feel like you're fit for this yet and you haven't proven yourself yet." Bitch, I'm capable enough to do 5 people work. What do you mean? I do your shitty training to climb up the ladder even and still get a no. The worst part is that I notice how bad at managing current managers are and I see flaws in the organisational part of things straight away. When I point out what is wrong or when I give suggestions, they just get ignored. Then, sometimes more work would be added just because I'm good at doing my job which is another low blow. Am I doing something wrong here or is the corporate culture itself that's so broken and prevents this from happening? 😅 Yeah, is it just me that feels like this or is anyone else struggling the same way? 🙃 Yeah, my overthinking got to me again, it seems. 🤘

For God & Country you serve your time Fodder and friends on the firing line For God & Country you rise and fall Will they remember that you gave it all? https://youtu.be/P7cl0nEu2YU?si=9bN6zLeVFfO9X-Fl

When you Goths smoke crack, do you prefer

I never felt as if I really belonged anywhere, except with my biological dad and granny. Sadly, only my dad is left out of the two. My dad has a car now, instead of a tent, and we're good emotional support for each other. There's not much I can do, since I'm looking for housing myself, but I enjoy having phone calls with him. I probably shouldn't be saying this online, but I doubt any of you would remember this 5 months from now (unless it stuck with you.) A reason I joined Gothwire/Hey Freaks is because I had an interest in 1. The music, and 2. The attitude/outlook on life. I don't know if any of you believe in "manifestation," but I'm trying it out, to at least have something to keep me distracted from life.

#morning #garden #forest Good morning for my garden. Wishes for a smooth Sunday...