https://youtu.be/iPW7rnTkBXY?si=Ms4DzfJv-mZpg0xQ

https://youtu.be/AlATMSFRZNI?si=DXFN-rYDITPwKSW6

https://youtu.be/btz59mt1P4g?si=Fvo6Pu-sYcIZcOh0 G-G-Game on Thought you had a hot take? Cherry hair doesn’t care, A little tossed and naked I’m the one who’s tired of messing around Dripping all down your back Then you had to taste it Get away get away Get back to the old road Run away run away Ghost of the west coast G-G-Game on Now I’m just a heartbreak I saw a way to get what I want Gotta find a start no messing around Dripping all down your back Then you had to taste it Get away get away Get back to the old road Run away run away Ghost of the west coast Ghost of the west coast Ghost of the west coast I’m fed up of thinking I’m bad I’m fed up of thinking I’m bad But maybe I’m bad Get away get away Get back to the old road Run away run away Ghost of the west coast Ghost of the west coast Ghost of the west coast

Feeling unwanted is the worst... Sometimes I feel like people only contact me for their own personal good. Voices inside me are getting louder every day, telling me I should just forget everyone and become the kind of ghost they treat me...

It really wasn't the brightest move to change my diet hard at the start of a stressful week with an overall temperature swing... The fact that my planned weekend is also literally 'on strike' doesn't make things really better :D

That moment when you let your inner child run wild on snow days and try to hit the roof of the nearest bar from your apartment... I can't feel my fingers anymore :D

[InfernalHate] klassiker https://youtu.be/Ccll1mKk_3w?si=gUHLrgjxgeVkJzrz

Dreams remain dreams, no matter how hard they try to bring the past back into reality. The past remains the past, no matter how great the pain was. This is what I have to remind myself often, even though the mental scars will continue to try to torture me. Even if the pain returns from time to time without asking, forcing me into a phase of self-protective loneliness, which often eats me up inside. Yet I have to face the torment from within me, even if it tries violently to prevent the possibility of a repetition. Even if the probability of this seems surreal. It is an eternal war with oneself, but I rejoice in every battle which I was able to decide for myself.