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  • More music in the works,honoring to be creating a new song later this week when I have the time. Been working on some art stuff as well between trips to to the clinic. I finally got results back,and they are negative. Looking forward to starting sewing up again soon and working on my new jacket.
    More music in the works,honoring to be creating a new song later this week when I have the time. Been working on some art stuff as well between trips to to the clinic. I finally got results back,and they are negative. Looking forward to starting sewing up again soon and working on my new jacket.
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  • Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed....

    Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed...
    On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust.
    It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession...

    Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason....
    I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...
    Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed.... Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed... On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust. It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession... Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason.... I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...
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  • Warning: Crazy people are coming! -Gen X circa 1994
    Warning: Crazy people are coming! -Gen X circa 1994
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  • So, out of curiosity, how do you redeem your money reward from your wallet?
    So, out of curiosity, how do you redeem your money reward from your wallet?
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  • I'm warming up to the merit system, but there needs to be at least 3 more. 1. Trolling and trolling tendencies 2. Posts more Mis/disinformation than Breitbart 3. Threads so hopelessly retarded even the Special Olympics denied participation

    I'm warming up to the merit system, but there needs to be at least 3 more. 1. Trolling and trolling tendencies 2. Posts more Mis/disinformation than Breitbart 3. Threads so hopelessly retarded even the Special Olympics denied participation
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  • found this exploring a sike ward
    found this exploring a sike ward
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  • #haunting #Smurl #poltergeist #ghosts #Warrens
    https://vocal.media/horror/the-smurl-haunting-a-family-s-terror-and-the-warrens-battle-against-darkness
    #haunting #Smurl #poltergeist #ghosts #Warrens https://vocal.media/horror/the-smurl-haunting-a-family-s-terror-and-the-warrens-battle-against-darkness
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    The Smurl Haunting: A Family's Terror and the Warrens' Battle Against Darkness
    Step into the chilling true story of a Pennsylvania home besieged by spirits and the legendary demonologists who dared to confront the unseen.
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  • I feel like I wasted this day on the couch...but somehow I don't feel like sewing or drawing and it's too warm for cosplaying... All I did was sorting my tiktok audios and hoping that I get to Film next weekend.
    It's also too warm to workout and I feel guilty about it... Fucking orthorexia...
    I feel like I wasted this day on the couch...but somehow I don't feel like sewing or drawing and it's too warm for cosplaying... All I did was sorting my tiktok audios and hoping that I get to Film next weekend. It's also too warm to workout and I feel guilty about it... Fucking orthorexia...
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  • It my Birthday and I'll cry if I want to! I better make sure I hide the fire arms birthdays are depressing. 1 year older the years I have forward and getting shorter.
    It my Birthday and I'll cry if I want to! I better make sure I hide the fire arms birthdays are depressing. 1 year older the years I have forward and getting shorter.
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  • Crazy past few days. So I just found out after going to the doctors and 3 other medical places,one MRI..THAT I'm infected with a parasite. So have to have surgery (again...sigh) tommarrow,not looking forward to it but it must be done. UPDATE: The procedure is not till the week after next.
    Crazy past few days. So I just found out after going to the doctors and 3 other medical places,one MRI..THAT I'm infected with a parasite. So have to have surgery (again...sigh) tommarrow,not looking forward to it but it must be done. UPDATE: The procedure is not till the week after next.
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