https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eAH2C68u88Q&list=RDeAH2C68u88Q&start_radio=1&t=494s&pp=ygUTTXlzdGVyaXVtIFNvdWx3YXJkc6AHAQ%3D%3D- Mysterium, Soulwards (Melodic Black Metal,2003)

This weekend, I tried my hand at baking with rye flour for the first time. I usually stick to wheat, spelt, or mixed grain breads, but this time I was determined to bake a pure rye loaf. For context, rye is a bit special. You can't just use a good yeast and be done with it. Instead, it's a process that requires cultivating a sourdough starter and carefully controlling the dough's resting time; otherwise, the bread won't be digestible. The conditions were finally right, so I made time for it... and the result is fantastic (unfortunately, I have no pictures). In my opinion, it's the best-tasting bread I've baked so far. The texture and the slightly sour aftertaste are perfect. Baking bread has truly become a passion of mine 😅

My aunt told me that #christmas is not a holiday but a feeling. Honestly I feel the same, about Halloween instead. I would start celebrating All Hallow's Eve in August, yet I can't do anything Christmas-y until Black Friday.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAHNP9guWlA&list=RDbAHNP9guWlA&start_radio=1

Phew, I'm exhausted... I'm still feeling the after-effects of rearranging and tidying up my apartment, and today felt like the longest Monday in months...; I started very early and worked the maximum amount of overtime allowed, then quickly ran to the post office at the last minute to take care of some private stuff (because digitization is a foreign concept in my country) and helped my neighbors with some minor IT issues (but that's okay, they're friendly and lovely people and I'm happy to help them). Now the last mission of the day is not to fall into bed too early, even though my pillow is winking at me really seductively :D

Urrrghhh im sooo stuuuupiiiiddd!!! And so angry at myself!!!! I successfully delayed my chances to FINALLY get a blood coagulation test and thus the chance be able to start the treatment that I desperately need for months (but can't get until we know my blood coagulating factor) for another week because I took the wrong painkillers yesterday 😭😭😭 I usually take paracetamol but I couldn't find it so I took a mixed preparate that contains para and aspirin. Aspirin has a blood thinning effect that lasts for 4-8 days. I just realized this as I was about to call my doctor to see if we can finally get my blood tested. Now I have to wait another week until we can draw blood for the testing. Which will then take another week to receive the results (at least, prolly more) and that delays my therapy even more. My body is already suffering notably from the severe deficiency that needs treatment. I am so angry at myself why did I not think? I work in pharma industry I KNEW of this effect...

Thank You! Cradle, for letting me grow. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiV5XupV-TI&list=RDPiV5XupV-TI&start_radio=1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVtq9fC7jU4&list=RDbVtq9fC7jU4&start_radio=1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m167-AASQuc&list=RDm167-AASQuc&start_radio=1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZ7u0oZw7jM&list=RDOZ7u0oZw7jM&start_radio=1