Wow what a shitty End for a vacation. Successfully ruined another persons day again just by trying to open up and share my fears and emotions in hopes to clear my anxiety that I had since yesterday...
But noo triggered somewhat of a fight and anxiety for the other side too.
Aaaaaand thats why I usually bottle things up. When I talk about it I piss people off or make them sad and that worsens my anxiety. Even when I thought hard about how I say it and what I say, it always goes down the wrong pipe and ends with the worst outcome...
Why do I even try again ana again it always ends in disappointment: either I'm a bad trigger or I'm as important as fucking chairs. After all im only good for listening not for talking about feelings. I just muck things up...

I feel like such a human failure...

why are my neighbors having a party the night after Halloween? make it make sense.

Gotta love Sen.John Kennedy of Louisiana
“ This government shutdown is a perfect example of why the aliens lock their doors when they fly past Earth.”

Why did Henry VIII have Anne Boleyn beheaded? She couldn't convince Henry that he was the first!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xK7mgtTLprI

I thought I'd finally have time to draw and try doing inktober again. But for some reason I can't wind down and relax. My hands rush through the sketch as if I had to be somewhere and I can't get lost in my artwork and escape. It's so frustrating and aggravating which leads to mistakes and me hating tie pictures in the end. why can't my mind settle down?! I just wanted to draw
I was already disappointed yesterday because my tablet didn't arrive and now today is not fun either

ok why did no one tell me weld texting xrays have radiation in them

why is my body failing im just a 27 year old welder and irnorwerker

Another selfie, because why not.