https://youtu.be/Fx2FIjNznrE?si=mvMpFPQ1UBfO9VUR This song plays in my head when i see that hot coworker walking up to talk to me. "Oh my my, danger danger"

The Pulse That Outlives Me Since I was small, my hands have itched for the weight of something new, the warm breath of an idea still wet from birth. While others chased nights strung with music and lights, I chased the hum beneath my ribs— that low, holy vibration that says: Make. Make. Make. I am not afraid of death— only of silence, of the stillness that comes when the last word dries, when the last color fades from my palette. Some people fear missing the party. I fear missing the next perfect shiver of creation, the one that seizes my spine like lightning, the one that says: Here. This is yours. Make it real before it slips away forever. Even as a child, I knew my bones would be dust one day. But a poem— a song, a shadow on film, a brushstroke on canvas— that could outlive me. That could keep my voice whispering in the ears of strangers long after my name is forgotten. So I make. I bleed ink. I sweat pigment. I dream in shapes and sounds. Every piece is a fragment of the monument I am building to outlast my pulse. And when I am gone, let them find my works scattered like constellations— each one a flare I sent into the dark, each one still burning, still warm, still breathing my name. https://www.blogger.com/u/7/blog/post/edit/7919007891465025240/49843031849199149

This song has no emotional significance or special meaning to me. it's just a cool song from my formative years. Enjoy, especially if your name is Jackie. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xuW-aI-haw

https://youtu.be/jjNP9hdqfS4?si=i9SwUucTuP1gk4AV This song goes out to diet coke. Always there when I need it. Fuck people. Diet coke it's always been you and me.

When you wake up one morning and realize there is more years behind you than in front of you, great song. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQljmUwOnzs

I agree with the comments on this one. When it's my time to go, crank this song up as loud and over the top! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIi02Yx-3A8

Embrace the Storm I wrote a poem, which will become a future song, about my 15year partner PJ ♥️⬇️♥️ Embrace the Storm by XZanthia He doesn’t flinch when the lightning hits. He never asked me to dim. He just stood still while the sky cracked open and smiled like it was beautiful. He saw the fire in my chest and didn’t reach for water. He knew I wasn’t dangerous I was divine. He don’t compete, he completes He don’t crumble when the current heats While boys bail out, he’s building rafts While others fear, he laughs at collapse I shook the room, he didn’t blink I roared in rage, he made me think He knows how to hold without holding me back and that’s how you carry a queen’s heart intact To walk beside a powerful woman you don’t need chains you need courage Not armor, but honor Not silence, but space He never caged the lioness He never named me “too much” He simply looked and let me be until I let him see everything Powerful presence, patient, precise Protecting peace without a price Fire-fed, focused, feeling full He’s not afraid, I’m never dull He’s got thunder in his spine Steel in his silence Grace in his gaze and no trace of violence HE NEVER RAN FROM MY RAGE! HE NEVER NEEDED ME SMALL! HE HELD MY CHAOS IN HIS HANDS AND NEVER DROPPED ME AT ALL! Other men feared me He faced me Other men chased me He stayed When I shattered, he sharpened me When I wept, he witnessed me He didn’t want to fix the fire He wanted to feel it with me And maybe you think this song’s about you… Maybe you wish it could be But only a rare one gets written into fire like this. Real ones rise when her voice shakes the walls Real ones don’t shrink when the goddess calls If she’s the storm, he’s the ground beneath Still. Sure. Strong in belief. This ain’t fiction, it’s a fact You want a queen? Learn how to act Not to conquer, not to own But to honor her like a throne HE NEVER ASKED ME TO SHUT UP! NEVER ASKED ME TO SHRINK! HE TOOK MY FIRE AND FED IT!! I am the flame And he holds me I am the howl And he hears me I am the storm But he never tried to stop the rain He just stood With open hands And loves me without fear.

Best song off his 2nd best album. Jake E. Lee, a toss up between him and Randy. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHBjdSRmRvU

https://youtu.be/K3MLifg02o8?si=uZ68myMQ0VndNt6h This fanmade video is absolutely amazing. Morbid and seducing. This song is one of Manson's best.

Do you like creepy things? How about a song about a little girl that is a serial killer? 😝 if you like my music, please subscribe to my YouTube? 🌹♥️ https://youtu.be/fHVEkWQnihU?si=mT8oAju80TqXYHmw