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  • Been an insane past few weeks,battleing on/off being sick as it warms up here,potentially going to a industrial doom metal concert but not sure yet,there was a Doom metal brunch event I was going to the day before yesterday but just was too work out from the week,still working on music and the per usual artsy things,seeing the Psycho Killer film with my best friend tommarrow,very excited....
    Been an insane past few weeks,battleing on/off being sick as it warms up here,potentially going to a industrial doom metal concert but not sure yet,there was a Doom metal brunch event I was going to the day before yesterday but just was too work out from the week,still working on music and the per usual artsy things,seeing the Psycho Killer film with my best friend tommarrow,very excited....
    Dark Love
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  • When I was 13 I masturbated to anything that moved. Then I grew up sexually, emotionally, and psychologically. I guess not everyone evolves at the same pace.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cp42V938eBA
    When I was 13 I masturbated to anything that moved. Then I grew up sexually, emotionally, and psychologically. I guess not everyone evolves at the same pace. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cp42V938eBA
    Goth Vibes
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  • Of Dostoyevsky’s four major novels, Demons is perhaps the least well known — though seems most pertinent to our strange times. A dark social and political satire, psychological drama and vast human tragedy, it’s pretty astonishing. A different translation utilizing a different “take” on the title, Devils.
    Of Dostoyevsky’s four major novels, Demons is perhaps the least well known — though seems most pertinent to our strange times. A dark social and political satire, psychological drama and vast human tragedy, it’s pretty astonishing. A different translation utilizing a different “take” on the title, Devils.
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  • YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC This is music that refuses to sit still.
    It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background—
    it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance,
    never certain what’s about to unfold next.

    Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet.
    Just when you think you understand it,
    it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises.
    It’s an acquired taste, absolutely—
    not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic.
    This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption.

    I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you,
    to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer.
    To catch you enjoying tension,
    finding pleasure in resistance,
    realizing that discomfort can feel intimate
    when it refuses to let go.

    You may not always know what you’re hearing,
    but you’ll never be bored—
    because at any moment it’s ready to leap out,
    wrap around you,
    and pull you into that strange place
    where struggle feels like an embrace.



    Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape.

    Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease.

    In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity.

    Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality.

    This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
    YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC 👽💿🎤🎶🎵 This is music that refuses to sit still. It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background— it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance, never certain what’s about to unfold next. Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet. Just when you think you understand it, it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises. It’s an acquired taste, absolutely— not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic. This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption. I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you, to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer. To catch you enjoying tension, finding pleasure in resistance, realizing that discomfort can feel intimate when it refuses to let go. You may not always know what you’re hearing, but you’ll never be bored— because at any moment it’s ready to leap out, wrap around you, and pull you into that strange place where struggle feels like an embrace. Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape. Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease. In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity. Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality. This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
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  • #Xmas #Xmas2025 #Christmas #Christmas2025 #Agamemnon #Odyssey #TheOdysseyMovie #TheOdyssey #TheOdysseytrailer
    My inner psychological world whenever I hear 'Happy Holidays' instead of 'Merry Christmas'...
    #Xmas #Xmas2025 #Christmas #Christmas2025 #Agamemnon #Odyssey #TheOdysseyMovie #TheOdyssey #TheOdysseytrailer My inner psychological world whenever I hear 'Happy Holidays' instead of 'Merry Christmas'...
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  • #videogames #videogame #tetris #Retro #RetroGame #virtualreality #tetriseffect #PSYOPS #Psychology #mind #PTSD #REALITY
    https://particle.scitech.org.au/tech/video-games-can-alter-reality/
    #videogames #videogame #tetris #Retro #RetroGame #virtualreality #tetriseffect #PSYOPS #Psychology #mind #PTSD #REALITY https://particle.scitech.org.au/tech/video-games-can-alter-reality/
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  • I'm a mean person. And with all honesty, I think sportsbitch has some serious mental issues we need to address. Trust me, I minored in Goth psychology back in Faith Healing night classes.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdXlXT32ER4
    I'm a mean person. And with all honesty, I think [sportsbitch] has some serious mental issues we need to address. Trust me, I minored in Goth psychology back in Faith Healing night classes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdXlXT32ER4
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  • The demon is a liar. It would like to confuse us. The attack is psychological. Do not listen, and wait for the head spin.
    The demon is a liar. It would like to confuse us. The attack is psychological. Do not listen, and wait for the head spin.
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  • The story’s just beginning, and you’re already part of it.
    Creepy unnerving YouTube series coming soon.
    https://www.youtube.com/@mynightmarefriends

    https://youtube.com/shorts/gooOydcH9lw?si=9f4FHGLnjuNh68D6
    🫣
    #MyNightmareFriends #CreepySeries #UnnervingHorror #DisturbingStories
    #DarkWebSeries #CreepyYouTube
    #PsychologicalHorror #CreepyShorts
    #NightmareFuel #UnsettlingVibes
    #EerieTales #CreepyStoryTime
    #DisturbingVideos #MindBendingHorror
    #ScaryButTrue
    The story’s just beginning, and you’re already part of it. 🌙 Creepy unnerving YouTube series coming soon. https://www.youtube.com/@mynightmarefriends https://youtube.com/shorts/gooOydcH9lw?si=9f4FHGLnjuNh68D6 😨😱🫣🎬🎦👻☠️ #MyNightmareFriends #CreepySeries #UnnervingHorror #DisturbingStories #DarkWebSeries #CreepyYouTube #PsychologicalHorror #CreepyShorts #NightmareFuel #UnsettlingVibes #EerieTales #CreepyStoryTime #DisturbingVideos #MindBendingHorror #ScaryButTrue
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    My Nightmare Friends
    “In a forgotten workshop, toys don’t just come to life — they remember.” My Nightmare Friends is a silent horror web series set in a decaying workshop, where porcelain-mechanical wanderer XZanthia and her eerie companions live out strange, dream-logic rituals. No dialogue — just unsettling sound, shadow, and motion. A blend of stop-motion unease, surreal art, and creeping dread.
    Goth Vibes
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  • HF, it's all psychological. You yell spineless simp, everybody says, "Huh? What?" You yell troll, we've got a panic on our hands on the Fourth of July!
    HF, it's all psychological. You yell spineless simp, everybody says, "Huh? What?" You yell troll, we've got a panic on our hands on the Fourth of July!
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