I'm releaved....still depressed but at least not anxious anymore... Admittedly, overreacted a little yesterday 😅 but honestly it was kinda good that I panicked. It pushed me to not drag this out another week and go to treat it immediately. Because it was early enough, they could still treat the inflammation with only a minor procedure. And no anesthesia or other medications are neededo far So I don't have to worry about my delaying blood test next week. So now back to the waiting game...

I'm on the verge of crying. I'm literally panicking. Another health issue came up that needs immediate medical procedure. This that gives me the worst anxiety on multiple levels...if I'm unlucky it will not only make me really ugly and I struggle with dismorphia, but also also what I fear most, it will delay my treatment yet again... possibly for several weeks. I finally got a fixed appointment for getting the blood drawn for testing first thing but now I fear the new issue can't wait and needs to be fixed immediately there is akute pain....they probably can't test my blood if there is residual narcotics and painkillers on my system.... Like my anxiety was not already bad since yesterday for other reasons. Now this...I'm really panicking right now. Why is it all breaking at once?? Ok I need to breathe and wait se how bad the pain gets today prepare for being incapacitated by meds while I still can and if I get worse I go to the doctor tomorrow first thing. Good thing I live right next door. Maybe it just got painful because I was feeling the swelling I know I shouldn't drag it out and fix acute things immediately. But the following issues of delayed treatment will be detrimental too possibly reshaping my future entirely.

#blackwash #reverse_racism #Leftism Remember the intense legacy media coverage and outrage? Remember the protests? Me neither.

There was a comedian back in the day who had a bit about titty fucking a crocodile down in Florida. You can't do that. Not because it's morally offensive and illegal, but crocs are reptiles. They lack mammalian glands, hence the name mammals, and it is physically impossible. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75r0nQu-hMs

Portland to put the statues of Lincoln and Roosevelt back up. Officials says thugs like Antifa will not dictate what the city represents, but fell short of admitting letting those hoodlums run amok in 2020 was a terrible idea. https://www.foxnews.com/media/anarchists-illegally-took-them-down-now-portland-putting-statues-lincoln-roosevelt-back-up

Patriotic Goth Music from Austria https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8fIj3u21n4 Our landscape raped by different armies Soldiers, slaves who have no faces Control our ways and lives completely Our minds are torn, time left its traces Controlled by TV screens and letters That point out assimilation To trends and movements from outside Fall victim to this infiltration Everybody's just consuming What the media's dictating And they all have just forgot The joy that is to creating Here in the heart of Europe No one stands up proud no more Here in the heart of Europe Our culture is a dying whore No room for individuality Grey masses who think one way only Move like robots through the streets In our thinking we stand lonely Once a land of art and culture Now slave to streams from outside Our nations culture, doomed and dying Like a candle's fading light

Massive Hack impacting discord Users: Imagine being smarter than an entire Government? I warned this would happen, UK Government said it would be fine, your data wouldn't leak! Couple of weeks later, a third party website gets hacked, leaking Government IDs, names, faces, emails, coinbase accounts. Online safety act and digitial id such a great idea! https://archive.is/2025.10.10-163724/https://www.404media.co/the-discord-hack-is-every-users-worst-nightmare/

A few words…. Dear Democrats: I know you are confused right now. I know you are struggling to comprehend what is happening. I am happy to explain it to you. You see, for decades you have persecuted us for holding conventionally American conservative beliefs. You insulted us. You called us "Nazis." You forcibly silenced us in conventional media and social media. You made us scared to speak our beliefs lest we lose our jobs or our friends and families. You de-banked us. You jailed conservative meme makers for free speech. You tried to steal our children in the public schools. You made us sit at our jobs and silently listen to some HR Karen telling us we were all inherently racist, sexist and evil. You pursued our political leaders with illegitimate lawfare right out of some mid-20th Century fascist state. You badgered us at the Thanksgiving table. You made us feel unwelcome in our own country and in our own homes. We tried turning the other cheek. We tried reasoning with you. We tried standing on principle. We told you that if we finally decided to do to you what you did to us, that you would not like it. Then your rhetoric got Charlie killed. Guess what? We have had enough, and we finally decided to do to you what you did to us. You need to be taught a painful lesson so the USA can be restored to a nation of freedom, justice and liberty. Do you understand now? It's for your own good. Love, Conservative America

#musicindustry #music #MassiveAttack #Spotify #Military #militaryculture #AI #artificial_intelligence #Military_AI #DefenseInvestment https://united24media.com/latest-news/massive-attack-removes-music-from-spotify-in-protest-against-investment-in-military-ai-backing-defense-efforts-11793

https://life-in-the-lofthouse.com/taco-bell-crunchwrap-supreme-copycat/ Crunchwrap Supreme (Copycat) Copycat Crunchwrap Supremes are loaded with seasoned ground beef, nacho cheese, sour cream and more wrapped inside a flour tortilla and baked to perfection. Ingredients 1 ½ pounds lean ground beef 1 small yellow onion chopped 2 Tablespoons taco seasoning 1/4 cup water 1 teaspoon minced garlic 1 jar nacho cheese or Queso cheese dip 6 burrito-size flour tortillas 6 tostada shells or corn tortillas* see note 1 cup sour cream 2 cups shredded lettuce 1 tomato diced 1 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend cooking spray Instructions In a large skillet, over medium-high heat, cook and crumble ground beef and onion, until beef is no longer pink. Drain grease. Stir in the taco seasoning mix, water and minced garlic. Continue to cook until it starts to boil. Reduce heat to low and let simmer for 5 minutes. Warm the nacho cheese sauce or queso cheese in a microwave-safe bowl. Place the flour tortillas on a large plate. Microwave for 20 seconds to warm them. Lay one flour tortilla on a flat surface. Spread 1/2 cup of taco meat onto the center of the tortilla. Drizzle a couple Tablespoons of nacho cheese over the meat. Top meat with one tostada shell or crispy corn tortilla *see notes below. Spread a thin layer of sour cream over the tostada shell. Top with lettuce, tomato and shredded Mexican cheese. To fold the crunch wrap, start with the bottom of the flour tortilla and fold the edge up over the center. Continue to work your way around, folding the flour tortilla over the center fillings. There will be a spot left open in the center; cut a piece of another flour tortilla, and tuck it in the center, so it's fully covered. Repeat with all remaining tortillas, tostadas and fillings. You’ll have 6 crunch wraps total. Spray a large, non-stick skillet with cooking spray. Heat over medium heat. Place one crunchwrap seam-side down onto the skillet. Cook for 1 to 2 minutes, or until golden-brown. Carefully, flip over and cook other side until golden-brown. Repeat process with all crunch wraps. Serve immediately. Notes *If using corn tortillas, heat oven to 425° F. Place corn tortillas on a baking sheet and bake for 8 minutes or until crispy.